I feel so tired suddenly..
really no one understands me as much as he does..

I gave in and changed alot to make things work..
I rush to his house after sch for few days jus because he undergo operation..
It wasn't easy for me to go over and facing the stares the auora that is being given out by "them"
I didnt really go out much with my frenx anymore cos most of the free time is with him,
which i didn't do so last time..
Cried more than i expected..
Leave out every weekends because mostly he is free on sundays..
i don feel myself anymore..

Don mold me into "her"
i will never give in as much as her
i will nv put in as much effort as her
i will not put in my all in the relationship or rather any relationship
i will not let my world only revolve ard u and only u
i will not distant from my frenx jus bacause i have a bf
i will not get jealous over simple stuff or control u (which makes u feel loved)

I AM JUS VERY DIFF FROM OTHERS!


Whatever happens to him i jus hope everything will be alright.
If i asked he won't say so all i can do is jus hope he will be fine.
God pls watch over him.