Miss Independent ♥

Just my simple story

♥Saturday, November 24, 2007 @ 1:36 PM

hellooo..
quite long nv post le...
ermmm nth much happen...
holiday was bored actually...
singapore so small no where to shop.. lol
well... i gt back my old job lor..
hahah gd lor can work wif LIYANA!!!!!

well i happen to know more things...
but i am nt affected cos i think tat the who impression already spoiled
so no point hidin anymore..
WA really shocked lor...so many things hidden...
good strategy lehx asshole...
do more of all tat u did... it is so gonna be good..
guess wat u will hav ur retribution de....
stop going around and snatchin things tat belong to others....
u are nt as charmin as u think u are...stop tat..
it really disgust me lor...
snatch le happy then after nt long throw away... FUN AR...
hurting ppl... somemore always is twice at a time.. FUN LA...
wait jus wait and see.. ur huge retribution is comin... hahahahahahhahaha
u will nv ever learn... nth to say to u... seeing u is like seeing my enermy....
dono la.... jus tat whenever see u all those things flash in my mind and it so EEEEEEEEE....
nv thought u were wat ppl say u were... stupid me still believe u was nt wat they say...
watever~~~~
GOD... DO JUSTICE TO THIS ASSSSSSSSSSS!!!
this is the first time i hate someone to CORE.....
jus disgusted at the thought of him.... PUI!!! LOW CLASS....

well today going back malaysia...
gonna see my cousins.. yeah!!!!! LOVE LOVE >.<
MISS THEM SO SO SO SO MUCH..
their exams comin soon..
hopefully they are nt really stressed out..
go back add oil for them HAHAH...
going back to rebond my hair also..
hmmmm soft rebond or rebond...
got diff?? hmmm dono la.. lol...
ok gtg le.. take care~~~~

♥Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 11:04 AM

HEllooo....

well.. ystd went town again...
went marina look for my juniors...
then after tat went to bugis look for my dearest JIALE...
we shop shop.. then bought something lor..
well nth much happen though.. lol..
tml is chalet.. OMG...
so so so so so FUN!!!!!!!
lol...
i have been havin so much fun tat i forget abt
any other sad things.. LOL..
tats good.. >.<

ok la after chalet sure come back update more more...
hahahha..

take care all of u..^^

♥Thursday, November 08, 2007 @ 6:44 PM

hmmm.... ystd was tired so did nt blog wat happen...
welll.......

ystd went out wif my classmate...
we went for sakae sushi... was damn full.....
then i went off first.. i went off first wif someone.. ^^
then we went walk walk..
after tat we went to changi airport...
so fun.. we walk from ermmmm marina to raffles then to almost expo..
the senery at singapore river was so so so so so so nice...
took some pix but not wif me is with that person..
then we meet the rest of my frens at changi at the viewing hall...
saw the planes very nice...

after tat went home all together...
was real tired..
but most important i enjoy my DAY!!!

thanx to all of my frenx!!!!

well.. today was home most of the time..
watching Ghost Whisperer season 2
my brother download finish le...
some part was real scary lor.. but nice show...
ok la going to watch le.. byex...

♥Tuesday, November 06, 2007 @ 5:37 PM

HEllooO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LoNG TImE nO BLoG... -.-
hahhahahaa....
tml my last paper le.. wahahhahahahaha..
but today already in holiday mood liao..
slackin le.. cos tml geo MCQ.. hahaah..
well nth much happen though..
I AM OFFICAILLY SO OVER HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH ^^
know why???
cos NT WORTH IT...
AFTER WAT HE DID TO ME AND OTHERS..
It's like so WATEVER~~~~~~~~~~
hahahaha..
i don giv a damn abt him now..
i am so gonna move on...
new target... LOL....~~~
i feel tat my world is so much better without him.. hahahhaha... COOL~~~~
ok la i am siao liao..
take care......~~~~

♥Sunday, November 04, 2007 @ 10:12 AM

ok i know my blog is like dead dono how long le..
now i am gonna post...'

well we broke up le...long time le...
and he hav a new gf le..
well i bless them lor..

these are jus things i had been thinking.....
all the memories..

u wan me to think positive tat love does nt hurt..
u make me believe in it..
and now u spoil it..
u told me tat we gonna get married jus like wat i dream of...
u told me u wanna be in the flyer wif me when it's done wif construction...
u told me u wanna be wif me forever...
u told me u love me forever...
u told me u cant live without me...
u told me u cant find a better girl then me...

ALL these u told me...
and ALL these is LIES...
wats forever? nth is forever...

how can u jus leave me here alone thinking of all these..
while u jus let go easily and find a new memory..
how u wann me to forget all these..
4 months of memories...
how can u be so ruthless...
i wanna hate u.. but i cant bring myself to do tat..
wanna slap u.. i cant do it..
i cant even scold u....
why is all these things happenin..
i think i jus cant get over u?
but i HAV to...

i am at fault..
I NEGLECTED U..
I TURN COLD TOWARDS U...
I CHANGED IN ALL WAYS..
ALL MY FAULT
ALL I ADMIT..
ALL MY DOING..
ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL ALL MY FAULT........

there is lots of things i haven tell u..
there is lots of things i haven had the chance to share wif u..
there is lots of places i haven get the chance to go wif u...
i haven got the chance to say I LOVE U a thousand times....
but there is not even 0.001% of chance now..

now all i can do is hiding in one corner...
lookin at u doing and sayin all the things u said to me last time..
it hurts me deeply
but nth can be done..
giv me time.. all i need now is time..
few months??
nop.. one year?? maybe...
i dono how long..
but this scar is nv gonna heal.. its forever there... deeply cut....

now i guess i will be the one who is gonna do stupid things rather then u..
i had nv done any of them.. but i think its time to start..
cutting?? drinking?? smokking?? watever i can think of i guess...