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Just my simple story

♥Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 9:59 PM

I suppose this is how i look today? as in the expression on my face.

I really didn't knw i look unhappy or troubled...

till yun hai asked me "jessie, u bu kai xing ma? kan ni yang zi hen yen shu"

meaning "jessie are u unhappy? cos u look stern"

i was really shocked cos yunhai is not the type tat will ask abt someone..

even alan was shocked.. LOL.

Nina was telling me online as well.. sayin tat i look unhappy.

den alan tell me online as well saying i sound sian..

woah... all these ppl can see but i myself didn't know.. hahaha

well anw i guess i am fine to a certain extend... ^^

everyday is a new day so mus think positive..

nth much to talk abt..
lessons everyday..
and today after class first to chiong out of class and rush to sec sch..
today is the prom night ticket issuing...
was real rushing but managed to reach on time..
4th nov will be second issue..
so ya have to plan again..
AND YA I AM HAVING GIDDINESS!!! SHIT MAN!!!
ok random -.- but wa really hate it.. hopefully tml feel better..
nitex ppl

♥Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 6:23 PM

Hey people..

came to update abt ystd..

practically ystd was accompanying one of my aunts' staff who came from cambodia

for shopping at jp...

i saw her once at cambodia when i go over for holiday..

and now i see her i thought it will be awkard.. end up we were like best friends..

shopping ard and chit chat..

she end up buyin lots of things...

3 tops from OP, plus 2 more tops.

4 pairs of shoes, one from charles and keiths and 1 bag from charles and keiths as well..

4 belts and 1 necklace.. OMG!! she shop like nobody business.. HAHAHA

the bag tat she bought was really nice.. cost like 50 bucks!!!

well anw was nice meeting her again.. enjoy talkin to her..

on the other note..

i am sick!! @_@

i think the weather is making me sick..

i think i might catch a cold.. siannnn

well anw currently at my dearest karlyn hse..

going over to vivo to have our dinner soon..

lucky i finished studying for Practicum and HIS ut..

left with my resume.. dono how to start..

well nvm nina shall help me out.. ^^

bye peepss

♥Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 8:32 PM

In life there are really many different type of ppl

with different characters etc..

and ystd i really encounter and saw the typical kind of ppl.

this is wat happened..

i was in the bus 334 as usual going home..

i was sitting at the seats that faced each other..

and there was this sec sch malay guy standing and he was really sick..

he was coughing and coughing so hard and as if he is gonna vomit..

so an aunty who is sitting diagonally infront of me on my right

gave up her seat to him..

At first i thought the aunty so nice..

after tat he say to her fren in chinese

"faster move inside or maybbe i shld alight and take the other bus instead.."

at that instant i jus roll my eyes sia..

den nvm she jus stand there first since there is no room for her to move..

after tat i offered a packet of tissue paper to the guy..

den the aunty say to me

"aiyo xiao mei, u better get down or move behind cannot joke ard he cough damn serious."

den i jus smile smile..

omg la, how typical can ppl be sia.. @_@

WELL anw jus randomly wanna share that..

cos i really haven seen so typical de ppl before..

so anw..

thursday after sch went for the RHC casting thingy..

it is actually an interview for some SOH covergirl/guy and ambassador thingy..

there are 4 facilitators plus oen video cam sia!!! wth..

but good thing is they went 3 by 3 for the interview.. phew..

so anw jus see how lor..

results will be out before tuesday i guess..

as for today...

it is practicum lesson as usual..

learnt abt handling guest complains etc...

and i seriously love the role play practise sessions with my team mates..

always act as difficult and stucked up guest when one another is handling..

super funny... and denise made new names for atika, me and nina...

our names changed to "Three, Annoying, Kid" respectively.. LOL..

cos denise is acting as our mother and we are making reservation for a tour...

and yun hai was having a hard time making us shut up..

cos we three was like making noise

"MUMMY!!! go sentosa!!! nonono ZOOO!! Singapore flyers also!!!"

HAHAHAHAHAHA!! damn funny.. but was super fun..

and after class today went for the ritz thingy

they issue us our certificate of participation thingy...

den went causeway with nina for dinner and walk ard..

we were suppose to go to town for shopping

but the ritz thing end late.. and nina waited for me for an hour plus :P

THANX DARLING!! hahahaha..

outing with her as usual damn idiotic the both of us.. hahaha

well nina u know i know eh!!! ^^

this is roughly wat i did past two days..

well i will update more soon ^^

bye peeps..

♥Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 9:27 AM

Today i am gonna only blog about DENISE LOO YI YING from my class E54J!!!!

Reason being she had been asking ppl to blog abt her with her name in our post!!!

so here it goes..

She is a person who looks innocent and quiet..

but arh once open the mouth arh!! wa gone case :P

and when she laugh OMG the whole class will laugh...

her face will also turn super red when she laugh... HAHA

and she have weird fetish tat is to smell ____

HAHHAHHHA..

and her addicted face i swear is damn funny....

She also like to bully ppl.. especially me, fatin and nina..

but actually other than that she is a nice fren.. ^^

so far this is wat i have to say abt her..

if have more i will update..

DENISE u happy now!!?? lol :P

♥Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 8:04 PM

This is so true and well said..

everyone who is feeling bad or etc look at this and think through..

Well anw nth much happen..

ystd was finance and accounting..

at first it is KILLING ME I SWEAR!!

with all the debit credit and balancing of the thingy!!

but after some practise actually it is quite alright..

and for today is service smth smth module.. LOL

was alright.. jus talk abt how customer feedbacks etc help the hotel..

after sch went to causewau BK to eat dinner with NINA DARLING...

den went home..

tats all lo..

tml will be F&B module..

chef edie's class cfm fun.. LOL

after sch need to go for the SOH stars casting thingy...

heard tat it is an interview with one vid cam and 4 facilitators OMG

cfm anyhow one hahahah...

well jus want it to end den can go home.. till 6 sia -.-

sians...

anw i have no inspiration on what to blog so jus end le.

HAHAA bye..

♥Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 1:16 PM

"Ultimately, I'm looking for someone I can talk to about anything and everything, who I don't have to filter myself around, someone I can cry in front of or tell my biggest fears or more embarassing secrets, someone who I know isn't judging me, and who, in return, will open up to me. There's plenty that goes on in my head that I don't share with even my closest friends. It's rare to find someone I can truely let go with, but that's what i want in the future: someone who lets me be me."

This is truely wat i want...

this is the kind of love...

♥Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 8:59 AM

Morning ppl.. ^^

Today i didn't had monday blues..

i started of my morning with laughter together with sunshine (nina)..

she is like my motivation to come to school..

we can talk abt anything and everything...

we will nv run out of things to talk abt..

she was there when i needed someone badly..

she listen and absorbs what i say..

she doesn't jump into conclusion...

she think and analyse situations for me...

she nv fails to make me smile..

she is really like my sunshine.... ^^

anw ystd afternoon i went to marina and had lunch with dad and brother

since dad is sending brother to work...

it was great to actually had lunch together..

after lunch i asked dad to send me to gombak..

reason being nina text me before i leave hse askin me to go over

as she needed someone to pour out to before her race..

so i rushed down and i am glad i am able to make her smile and ready for her race..

so after the race i went to my darling meow house..

had chit chat session at her small kitchen table as usal..

and after dinner i went home..

it's a short time but i enjoyed myself..

and i know we miss each other alot.. hehehe ^^

will plan an outing soon :)

Bye peeps..

♥Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 8:38 PM

Guess wat..!!

i jus woke up not long..

i didn't know i was that tired...

ystd night i went to slp at around 2am and today i woke up at afternoon 1 plus..

thereafter, i did housewor.. sweeping and mopping..

den i went to bathe... by the time it was 3 plus...

and since no one is home cos mama went tioman and dad was workin..

i had cooked maggie as usual.. :(

jus nice when i was cookin, daddy came back..

DAMN!! a little too late cos he wanted to bring me out to eat..

but nvm he ought to be tired anw..

so after i eaten slack as usual.. Fb-ing, online talking..

toll i get bored and i went to slp at 6 plus and i woke up at 8 plus jus now..

woah.. i am like wasting my saturday..

but well nth to do also..

getting bored of singapore.... haha

basically that is what i did today.. HAHAH slping!!!

well anw bye peeps..

take care ^^

♥ @ 12:01 AM

Even though sometimes these three words take quite sometime to reach you,

always rmb that at least it will eventually reach to you..

it is nv too late..

sometimes you jus need some patience..

mine reaches me slow..

it is as if it was mailed to me from another place far away..

but i know it will eventually reach me and it did.. ^^

i am glad it did... :)

♥Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 3:11 PM

I SWEAR I AM BLOODY PISSED!!!

some ppl are being guilty conscious..
which allow me to confirm who the hell they are.. HAHA..
thanx arh.. ^^
maybe u guys can go ahead and be a little bit bitch-er
(MIND MY ENGLISH, i am nt english educated and i am nt tat rich to go for tuition etc..)
well anw cant cfm who they are till i overheard them actually bitching abt me..
i don jump into conclusion jus like tat, i think and observe before i bitch abt ppl..
most impt i don go ard spreading or putting words into ppl's mouth..
or sayin things tat the ppl didn't do.. *OUCH!!*
well watever..
i am innocent i know it myself..
i didn't do wat u guys said i did
and it is imposible between me and him cos he is SO SO SO not my type..
and i don like the kind of guy that U like..
if i do i will jus be degrading myself.. *double ouch*
well anw..
i am done venting it out..

by the way, u guys already reach my limit..
abit more u will be crossing the line.

♥ @ 9:03 AM

I feel like wearing back those ballet shoes...

ystd i was telling my mum that i wanna take back my classes..

and that day i saw my ballet teacher appearin in the news,

this makes me feel more like takin back ballet lessons.. DAMN!!!

but i know i wont have the time and energy..

but i am tryin to organise my time..hopefully i will be able to do tat..

so as i was saying, i told my mum about it.

and she went "u can meh?? i also nv see you dance ballet before.."

that make me think...... true arh my parents nv watch me dance before..

and my reaply to her was "ya since when u come for my performance..??"

it was rather sad to think of that.. hmmmm nvm watever..

well anw these few days nth much happen..

sch as usual..

and currently thinkin if i shld accept the 6 months job..

at marriot hotel as Guest Relation Officer (GRO)

7 dollars per hour leh.. and the workin time is alright..

and its only on weekend...

i guess most likely me, nina and siti is gonna take up the job..

good good den i got cash!! hahaha..

so anw besides these nth much lo...

♥Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 9:10 AM

All i can say is THIS WEEK WAS A ROUGH WEEK!!!!
to hell with those bitched and bastards....
and to hell to those who listen and believe...
no one in the right mind will think tat it is true...
and the person whom is suppose to believe me and trusted didn't did so..
i was damn shocked...
jus because a group of ppl say they saw watever they saw and den the person doubt me..
this is how much trust the person had in me.. now i know.. it was hurtful..

to all the idiots,
if u wanna make me cry
u succeded.
if u wanna make me angry
u succeded.
if u wanna make the person doubt me and believe u guys
u obviously succeded.
HOWEVER
if u wanna make me confront u and create a scene
u are nt gonna succeed
if u wanna make more gossips to spoil my reputation
i won't mind cos i know i am innocent and it is nt true.. so go ahead...
u guys are jus too free..
but one advice.. before u bitch abt others.. look at urself first.. *rolls eyes*

Thanx to those who listen to me..
hear my thoughts..
absorb wat i say and believe me even if i didn't told them to..
it was up to them to listen and think and believe...
i really needed u guys ard me these few days.. <3
special thanx to nina!!!!
always her whom i turn to..
she will nv fail to be there.. and she believe me like she wants to..
she absorb all i had to say and think on both sides..
and if i am at fault she will tell me... but this situation it is totally absurb...
thanx babe!!!! i hearts u much much many many!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
who the bitches and bastards are, u knw i knw arh!!! ^_^

♥Saturday, October 03, 2009 @ 10:57 PM

Hey people..
i realise i quite some time nv blog.. well anw also nt much mood to blog..
well anw today was damn random outing with CK...
we went to anchor point...
i went shop shop see see lo... manage to get 3 tops from there..
2 spag and one sleeveless.. all for 25 dollars...
nt bad good deal...

and as usual out with ck means eat!!!
so before we shop at anchor point we ate subway..
den after shop finish we went IKEA and eat desserts..
den after tat walk finish IKEA we ate hotdog bun...
HOW MUCH CAN WE EAT MAN!!.. hahaha..
so end up i kinda skip my dinner.. hehe...
well i manage to rant all out on him.. which is ultra shiok..
and i also realise tat he cannot use touch screen de things.
cos it seems like my new MP4 don like him.. HAHAHAHHA...

well tat is basically wat happen today...
really enjoyed myself.. ^^

well i shall update this place more if i can..
cos now i have yet to get my specs back so i cant see
and i don wanna strain my eyes too much...
^^ take care ^^