well... tml last prelim paper le....

exams so far so nt good lor... all sure die.. i think prelims i sure die..

but anyway wats done is done lor.. also cannot redo papers...

ok now i wanna talk about friendship..
i got a fren i know for 4 years plus...
she was like a sister to me...
we use to be real close..
like no one can bring us apart...
but due to some ups and downs we quarrel...
although we manage to solve all of them..
but somehow everything was different...
we were no longer tat close...

but after tat we become better...
but NOW.............................................







everything changes...
i dono why she suddenly turn so cold towards me....
maybe i am really irritating....rude.... or watever lor...
but i wanna make clear abt myself..
i am nt those who care abt reasult..
so wat if my fren do better then me....
it is good wat... i will be happy for them..
if there is misunderstanding then might be cos i did badly...
then i disappointed in myself then i nv talk so ppl will think i nt happy they get higher then me..
but I AM NT!!!!! i nt complacent... I SWEAR.....


i treat frenx more impt then anything else.. those who know me shld know i am like tat...
but i really dono why u treat me so cold...
4 yrs le...
i always treat u as my sister....
when we quarrel i cried...
my mama know too..
she always tell me why i cry over fren... they don wanna talk to u then nvm lor..
but i always talk back to her... say fren are very impt and i don wanna hav problem wif them..
i will nt forget the things we did together...
going to sch together every morning...
and use to talk alot early in the mornin on tv shows and other things..
share mp3 together....
sit one the same seats...
chase bus...
protect u from cat...
let u lean on me when there is lightning...
i will nv forget all these i promise....
all these is nt happenin ever again..
cos there is something i did to u tat make u change the way u think of me...
and i cant do anything abt it...

i will miss those times....
hope u will rmb me in future..
and hopefully u get to know the true me...

i will nv forget...
u scared of cats and lightning....
love ur "JING SHA" chocolate....
love dessets...
precious moments...
nike, puma, adiddas.....
like dounuts too...

all abt u i will rmb...
cos u are impt.. i meant it when i say tat...
i am sincerely SRY SRY SRY SRY SRY if i did anything wrong..
even though i always ask u but u always say nth wrong....
but cfm gt something u nv say out...
i jus wish tat everything u think i am is true..
cos i don think u like the feelin of being misunderstand..so do i...


hmmmmmmmmmmm

guess i also dono wat to write la..

so sianx...



O levels is wat i need to think of now..

SUper stress over it la..

10 points... wa how sia....

hmmm nvm try my best...



welllllll..............

i still cant put my mind out of tat situation..

i know i really act like i am fine..

but i was thinking am i really fine..??

abit yes abit no lehx...



hmm think of tat..

sec 3 happen this kind of things is normal ba....

cos tat is the learn bad period i guess... lol...

i also dono wat i feelin lor.. weird...

i think i changed???

maybe ba.... towards him maybe..

i dono how to treat him now....

watever la...


All WaS predicted..

i had all these happening in my head when i knew tat u decided to enter..
well... nth much i can do...

yupx... we are done...
time will heal...
i really dono wat to do and wat am i thinking....
well guess i am fine??
dono la watever~~~~

i was afraid wat happen in the past will come true again...
though i expected all these but i dono i jus feel weird..
i know u made the decision for my good...
but i guess this is a real test for us...
passing it is difficult..
waiting or not to wait....
this question ran in my mind over and over...
u changed or did not?
able to be out or not?
all these is like takin over my mind..
well i am a strong person.. i overcome all..
i mus concentrate on my studies... wats done is done..
let time settle all...
i don care if all these is gonna solve...
so i guess tats all...
status gone but maybe we are still link..
dono... shld be...
but how long? for god knows....
welll time will tell....



thanx cher...
really love u alot alot..
i know u will be there for me...
protect me and keep me safe...
thanx alot alot...