I always believe that coming over to malaysia is a chance to escape from reality..indeed it is right… going over to Malaysia it makes me slow down my pace and notice all my cousins around me..

I realize that all of them had grown up quite a lot.. this in turn means that we won’t be able to be like last time, we won’t be able to be as close as we used to be.
there is something that I always believe in,
the older a person gets the future we drift apart from our loves ones.
It might be due to the age different and obviously the change in mindset…

Me living in Singapore it brings me even further away from them..so so so much further… sometimes I even wonder if they still remember me or will they still talk to me..
surprisingly, they did not.
We still talk but just not as much and not as close as before…

This time here I realize that some of my cousin are still as childish as they use to be, sometimes I think that they do not deserve my respect at all…
reason being, they don’t respect the elders and why should I show them respect when they do not deserves it…
I can’t believe that till now at this age she still can’t get to her senses, she should at least respect him as the first uncle…

so what if he adopted a Indian girl to the family..
it’s not as if she had killed someone or what…
she is with us all along since she is a baby and she don even know how to speak tamil
it’s just that she is rather fat and irritating at times
but I see no reason why u need to discriminate her and even disrespect uncle and aunty due to this..

really disgusted to know that I have a cousin like that…
since young your father passed away and yet u don seems to be affected in anyway..
maybe cos u didn’t see the look on ur father face when he die..
u ought to come to ur senses someday…
quit thinking tat u do well in studies means that u will be damn successful..
look at ur attitude…quit acting like a slut…
for ur info since young u had nv been a good sister
the reason why ur brother is not gangster now, u ought to thanx me…
I replaced ur role as a sister since ur father died..
wait till one day u actually fail in life,
I guess that will be the day u actually look and notice the people around u..
and u will start to think that relative are much more impt den u think..
and u will see that non of u RICH frenx will be there.


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!!!

ok in less den an hr jiu new year le...
ok this year new year at my side is damn down damn bored..
nt really in new year mood..
thought tat comin to malaysia can be more relax and happy but i guess not..
hmmmm. anw jus bored and tired and no mood... new year seems bad.. @_@
nvm i shall try to zhi high -.-

anw nth much to blog abt...
jus eat and slp over here.. LOL..
ok la i go offline le.. nitex everyone...

trust need to be built, its nt tat i don trust is jus tat she is being mentioned.


hey everyone..
i am at malaysia now..
today i reach here at around 4pm..
den went around to call ppl la aunty uncle blah blah blah..
after tat my uncle de fren came over and brought along some durian..
wa the durian damn nice de lor... had a good laugh with my uncle and aunty
as they make some lame jokes jus from durian itself..

den after tat went over to my aunty de flower shop to find one of my cousin
who is helping my aunty with the buisness..
i think she cannot recognise me at first..
cos i have to walk quite near den she AAAA jingyi u come back le arh..
hahahaha... well i still miss here like mad..
den we sat down and start our gossiping session as usual..
talk abt sch, ask if i gt bf? how is he... blah blah blah...

den now i am at her she using the net and the stupid msn givin me problem.. dammit..
overall i think this is wat i am gonna do for today...
kinda miss the feeling of being here at malaysia..
all of my cousin grow up le all so tall...
ok la nth much to talk abt...
will, update everyday if i got time.. ^^





Morning everyone... ^^
today is my dear lester de birthday...
old le 19 le.. :P
ok la this post shld be for him lo.. hehe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!
may all ur wishes come true...
take care of ur health..
see i so good 12am wake up jus to sms u wor.. lol..

i am glad tat i found u..
^^ my one and only...


Morning everyone..
currently i am in class lo...
i bet today cfm alot ppl nv come sch de..
cos its the last week of class... =.= now only have 6 ppl in the class...
and i think lessons are suppose to start soon...
i think some will be late.. but i think less then 20 ppl de la..
anw i say i will post abt sunday today...

sunday morning woke up quite early ard 10 plus i think..
den hugged daddy the first thing i walk out of my room hehehe...
den washed up and then slack abit.. went online..
den went to bathe den wait for parents go out lor...
once they are out i rush to the market to get the photos printed...
den went home to paste them on the card...
once i am done i msn dear to say he can come over to fetch me le...
so after 10 mins den he came le...
went down and first head over to west coast park mac drive through..
dear get his food den head to his hse le...

first thing went to his hse Hanzel was there to greet us.. hehehe..
ok hanzel is his dog damn cute de.. and it is a husky MY FAV.. ^^ yeah...
den we watched 功夫 at the living room while dear eat his food...
den we played monopoly at his room and i tio owned!!!! dammit...
he snatch my mayfair... LOLLL...
den after tat waited for dear bath and off to dinner with his parents..
we went to keppal club and ate at Kome Japanese Dining..
wa the food damn fresh.. damn nice...
i manage to try things tat i nv eat b4...
dono wat it taste like bt heck la its japanese food my fav cfm like de..
oo ya first time i try warm sake.. quite nice..
oo ya and the green tea and black sesame ice cream.. nice!!! hehehe
den after dinner dear drove me home first...

i am really glad tat he love the present and the card...
i am more glad tat his parents likes me..
jus happy tat i make it his best bd... ^^


HELLLOOO long time no update... LOL..
hhmmmmmmmmm
now is the last week of sch le
WOHOOOOO!!!! den firday or sat i will be going back to malaysia...
for new year as usual... den can meet my darling cousinsssss...

anw sat went out with my dearest jiale and the BD gal sherie..
she arh... sprain leg still wanna go out...
actually wanted to go botanic garden but we change to west coast park...
cos her leg.. see we so nice.. LOL..
anw i went market buy the bandage den head over to sherie hse den went out to wcp..
was really fun.. enjoy eating and talking nonsense also.... hehehehe...
and my darling jiale is damn sweet she scared i at malaysia bored..
she download stupid video for me to bring over to watch
hehehehehehe..
and i promise i will memorise a song and dance den when come back
show her.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA inside joke.. :P
ok la go slp tml update abt sunday..


Today is the 4th day of sch which i think is very fast..
one week almost gone le.. still got two weeks more and it is HOLIDAY..
well i am half happy hald sad tat it is holiday actually..
reason for happy is cos
1) no need wake up early which means more SLP!!!!
2) can find time for frenx and family especially JIALE WOHOOO..
3) don have to see ppl tat are eye sore to me >.<
4) wont get the chance to grow fat (due to eat during breaks and after tat SIT OMG..)
reason for sad is cos
1) MISS MY BFF (KELLY) and other ppl like "AIYA" also.. :'(
2) Dono how to spend my holiday
3) Dono what job to find
4) Stayin at home = nags!!! @_@
5) Spend more money at times haahha...

anw faster holiday means faster go year 2
which means start studyin course related!!!!!! FINALLY..
i am actually looking forward to it although i think quite stress
but better den first year.. so lame...actually no need first year waste time lol..
it will be so fast den i will graduate from this school with diploma cert le..
YEAH.. den if can i will continue study but if cannot work lor..
but i guess i wont wanna study anymore also.. HAHAHA... bored of it...

well jus some thoughts while slackin in sch.. LOL..
byeee


boo ppl!!!!!!!!!!!
its the second day of sch for me...
well all of the people in class are still in the holiday mood..
presentation was like shit cos all anyhow...
i worse.. starting of sch sick again @_@ sianx like siao...
ooo ya forget to mention
first day of sch already gt people zhao class..
today mass zhao again
COOL OR WAT... LOL...

ok la nth much actually...
will post some pic i took during break time when i was workin at LG..
damn funny...
my mama and two aunties went to a dono wat fruit tree to pluck fruits..
den my mama anyhow ask the bangalah to help den
the bangalah climb tree to help us sia.. LOL damn funny...
ok la nth much le..

GET WELL SOON!!!!
JESSIE NG CHENG YI!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^


hey peeps...
well well well i dono wat to blog actually but i have one thing to say..
for those who know tat means u are damn close to me..
for those who dono maybe i forget or i jus don wish to say out...
for those who are observant shld know by now...
ok la i say so much i think i shld jus say wat i talkin abt.. LOL
but aiyo i dono how to say lehx.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

i think it is time to say out la..
actually i am attached now...
or rather i am attached since 14th november..
so actually we are tgt for like 1 month plus for now..
my dearest jiale, 5 sisters in fiveone, close frenx in fiveone and also some other frenx
who are close to me shld know le...
for those others whom ought to know i am sry if i nv tell u cos i am nt ready...
i guess u all wondering who is filthyblack on my tag box
which is also the guy i am attached to...

i officially tell u guys i am attached to
Lester...^^
some of u might be thinking who sia lester..
i know him through workin at toy'rus at 2007
me and him at tat time already very close we almost got tgt..
but due to some thing happen den end up we became cold to each other..
till we met again at west coast park den we started to talk to each other more..
den eventually end up tgt..
actually thinkin back, we had been through alot of things den now den end up tgt..

anw some reasons tat are stopping me nt to say out officially is cos
i always feel tat after i say this out my frenx will be distant away from me..
is like they will think tat i gt bf so they don really talk much to me and stuff like tat...
but as wat my fren "aiya aka yan jin" says, if they are ur true frenx..
they wont distant away from me..which i think is quite true.. and kinda make me
feel better.. thanx AIYA...^^