MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehehehhehe....
guess most of u all at this time is outside count down or watever...
i am at my dearedt jiale hse...
today is her BD celebration CUM xmas celebration..

i got a RETARDED lookin cookie monster keychain thing from godma..
it's damn cute... mus be my dearest jiale tell her i like cookie monster.. LOL..
anw it was great lookin at the faces of kids when they receive their presents...
makes me think tat nowadays arh kids so so so xing fu wor....
thinkin back...
i realise my bd all these while always at home cut cake with family...
the most out with cousin (cos his BD same as me) for dinner..
only this year BD tat i have a surprise party form my frenx...
to me BD presents are nt impt to me...
its the thoughts tat counts... ^^
every single wishes my frenx give me are all very precious to me.. heheh..^^
now already 18 yrs old le.. so i think no need so much of partying?? lol
anw i also nt really used to noisy BD cos need to clean up the mess.. LOL..

oo ya today i came to realise tat both my parents very pek chek one...
both stubborn don wanna give way to each other..
i know my papa temper well cos my temper same as him de..
both of us is those kind very independent or rather own time own target de...
the more u nag or tell us to do smth the more we don wanna do...
u leave us alone we will ownself settle...
as for my mama she like to nag like siao..
so obviously me and papa cannot tahan or rather nagging too power till korkor also cannot
take it...
den she always think she is right den ask me to help her when
she quarrel with papa.. pls la how to help lor u everything nonsense de...
normally u two quarrel i also nv help papa wat..
i jus keep quiet.. if nt later i kena...
best is mama nt at home..
me and papa both steady one.. do anything also can...
i dono why but jus randomly say out.. haha.. nth to blog also..
take care peeps..

HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^
may all ur wishes come true..


hey peeps..
i am home after few days off goign out..
tired... kinda miss home... or rather i miss my bed...
bad thing is i come home and realise tat my papa sick.. =(
mus be takin care of me den kena spread... haizz

anw gonna slp soon...
tml going Kbox with jie meissssss....
den after tat gt BBQ...
tiredddddddddddddddddddddd.....
well these few days nth much...
spend most time with my dearest jiale and her family...
which is my so call second family.. heheheh...
was great..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok la nth much to say..
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


HEY HEY HEY!!!!!!!!!
everybody!!!!
I AM FEELING GREAT WOHOOOO!!~~~
i almost totally recover le.. WOHOOO!!~~~~~~
no more fever wohooooo...
however..................... stomach still abit de pain...
heheheheh but still happy... i got more energy le....
thanx much much for those who were there supporting me..

Lester
Alan
Yan jin
Song hui
Yan ping

well tats so much so for my happiness.. @_@
i nth to blog cos my holiday tml den officially start..


Thats what we get for return?
u are told to inform us when u receive the money
yet u did not even contact us..
but we know u have gotten the money..
how we know???
simple!!!
cos u nv call and complain and cry out to us for quite sometime..
THANX ARH!!!


OMG..
i am officially said to have food poisoning by the doctor ystd..
dammit... dono wat i eat also...
all i know is my fever on and off up and down for like 6 times in four days...
and i am on my bed for like almost 4 days...
omgggg i just wasted my holidays... SOBBBBBBBBBBBB
anw i am slightly better but still havin on off fever and also the ultra painful stomachache..
it can kill me man..
but weird thing is food poisoning include fever de mehx??
i am afraid is the dengue fever cause by mosquito...
but i don have any pain in my body lehx...
hmmm..
anw it this fever goes on for one week the doctor ask me to go back
and take my blood sample... ARHHHH!!!!!! scared la sia... lol...

anw thanx for those who cared and asked abt me...
really appreciate it.. ^^
now den i realise who are those who really care i suppose...
well anw tats so far wat happen during my holidays :'(
take lots of care people.... don wan u guys to get sick ^^


omg....
i jus woke up...
today is so call first day of holiday and i am sick on my bed whole day...
i think that the cause is the construction of lift outside my hse..
the dust and the noise..
causing me high fever and serious headache...
whole day on my bed and now den wake up able to walk...
previously i almost fainted when i walk to the toilet..
it was shockin to me cos i nv had the feeling of fainting before..
i was damn scared and worried myself...
anw i guess i have to go slp again.. i haven recover totally...


I WANTED YOU - INA

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I... I'm so sorry baby
But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close
... to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you



Me and kelly BFF is crazy over this song..
dono why jus real sad when hear this song..
it will remind us of past i suppose?? especailly for BFF..
but jus find it nice and sweet...













BOO PEEPSSS!!!!
well well well..
i realise i quite logn nv blog...
anw ystd wanted to blog but sick arh bo bian.... (oppsss excuses) >.<

anw ystd went out with my all time favourite....
my bitch... my siao partner and my everything...
MEOW MEOW!!~~~~ or rather jiale.. lol..
was damn excited to see her.. hehehe
spend the day out with her laughing and laming... was real fun... heheheehe..
bad thing is when i reach home i sick @_@
giddy like siao la sia!!!!
den i eat med and after tat went to slp..
i slp while sitting, cos once i lay down the world spin like MERRY GO ROUND... LOLLL
den i try very hard to slp...but damn xing ku...
den in the middle of the night my mama helped me to lay down
in my mind i am thinking, EHHH i slp le arh?? how come i dono de..
so conclusion it hink i fainted and i dono abt it.. @_@ LOLLL
den wake up jiu better le..
so today home whole day and rest... hehheehhe..

OO YAA...
i think i owe this blog lots of pic..
i shall upload some of it..^^ heheheheheheh...
ok la take care peeps...






HEY HEY..
well i am damn bored.. and abit Vexed..
cos i thinking shld i join modern dance..
i scared i don have time..
cos now i am events manager de cfm will have events coming up..
den if gt dance i scared will clash.. hmmmm..
but those who know me shld know that dancin is so call my passion..
well i dono lehx... still deciding wor...

anw today class was fun..
same team with SHARK PUSSY again!!!
hahah it is fun talkin to her... jus love her to the max man...
anw today was damn bored at home so i watched Hip hop dance video on
youtube...
well it makes me have the strong urge to learn hip hop.. DAMMIT..
well although my parents know i love dancin hell lots
but they think studies come first...
which i think so too la.. but well dancin is also part of life..
as wat darling elle says..
dancin on stage the feeling is damn good..
well i know tat, the sense of satisfactory and all the hard work..

you guys shld start to find solutions by urseleves man..
u all are alreaedy adults and yet all act like kids
under parental guidiance... or rather financially under parents..
u guys have ur own family to feed and yet all of u are nt doign anything..
when we were quite rich u guys came often and we helped u guys with all we can..
and when u guys know wat happen u guys went quiet for so long..
if i am nt wrong there was a point of time when we need help
yet no one came over.. all u guys did was to keep quiet..
and still having the cheek to tell us all ur problems and wanting
us to solve them for u guys..
plz for godsake think like an adult..


U disappointed nt only me but US..
is not tat i don believe in u or trust u..
is that u break my trust once...
i guess it is natural for me to doubt u??
Anw if i choose nt to believe in u i would have jus told u tat i
think is fake..
but i didn't so u think i was not believing in u..
well i LL i nth to say if u think this way..

anw i was shocked to see u actually said
this "i don need ur trust"
U SAID THIS TO ME...
to u it might nt mean anything..
to me.. i see this i was like "hmmm ok get it..."
so all along i trusted u and u do this to me.. CLAPS*
i dono wat more can i say...
well let it be ba.. i also can do nth abt it...


BOOOOOOOOOOOO...
lol..
today is monday..
well as usual MONDAY BLUES!!~~~
boring...

well today lesson is enterprise..
was alright... becos i was in the same team wif!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KELLY BFF
SHARK THE LAME "PUSSY"
GIBBY
the LOVELY people...

after sch went to mac makan
with JULIE, DAVID, KELLY
well i spend almost half an hr to finish a burger..
cos david keep making us laugh... HEHEHEH
SECRET!!! :P
then after tat julie went for her tuition thingy...
den kelly david and me went to civi plaza wanted to go starbucks
end up at library...
den did my rj and study awhile den go home...
tml UT!!!
bored!!!! LOL..
after UT is SCIENCE lesson DAMMIT!!!! BORED~~~~~~~
well have pic but lazy upload lehx.. LOLLL
tml maybe.. if i free... which i doubt so..
i having the JIVE event manager thingy at break out 2 for
2th, 4th, 5th and 9th dec.. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG...
busy but FUN.. i like.. heheheh
ane nth much..
BYE PEEPS