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Just my simple story

♥Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 9:34 PM

I am currently at my aunt hse visiting my baby niece..
got to know she is kinda having constipation..
which make her damn uncomfortable lo...
i think she don like to drink water.. jus like me when i was young.. hahah
i rmb me and meow when young always drink ribena and coke hahahaha..
hahaha omg she is growing up to be like her biao yi... HAHAHHA great...

Think i got secret text right.. HAHAHH LOSER!!~~ lol

I think tat i know the things that i am suppose to know???
assumptions made.. hahaha...

♥ @ 12:01 PM

A smile so pure so innocent and so happy from deep down.
I wanna smile like her.. smiling like i really mean to...smiling like there is no tml. LOL..
i really think tat nowadays smiling is getting more difficult for adults.. lol..
anw jus random.. lol...

ANW TODAY IS FRIDAY~~ OMG~~~
i'm in love again!! hahaahah so sad arh only every friday.. LOL
one thing bad is friday lesson is always DAMN DRAGGY!!
the faci arh OMG cannot stop talkin...
and i am damn bloody hungry and i can feel my gastric coming for me..
ARGH!!!!!! dammit!!!!!!
THE WORLD IS NOT FAIR!!!
some ppl can slp till so late and skip school but i cant!!!! saddddddddd
well nvm!!~~ hahahahahahah
anw weekends will be kinda alright i guess...
saturday most likely going out in the evening.. for small gathering..
sunday AGAR AGAR MAKING.. for my dearest E55p peeps
and also sotong.. cos sotong will help me out on tat day...
and next day MONDAY BLUES haizzz.. SO FAST two days of weekends NO MORE!!!
but well spent so shld be satisfied.. hahaa.. ^^
hopefully get back my beauty slp..
so far so much.. BYE PEEPS

♥Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 2:03 PM

This pictures show how i am feeling now..
all i can do is to sit there day dream den hope
and end up all i can do is to jus look out of window and wish tat everything will be fine..
last night was rather scary and long...
fear of the phone ringing up in the middle of the night fear of losing...
but i guess everything will be ok...
i need to pull myself back together and think positive..
^^

there are things needed to be known
and things needed to be found out..

♥Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 9:33 PM

I'm worried and scared!!

this time it is serious i heard...

i don wanna lose another one.. no i don wan!!

i'm sry tat i cant go back to visit u...

please hang on till i get back please...

please for once not be stubborn and stay still and do wat is necessary..

At least get out of ICU..

anw... put tat aside..

today is marketing...

and funny thing is early morning i was 5 mins late from my usual leaving time..

so i rush abit and when i get on the bus i was like HMMM smth weird...

and i realise OOOOOOO MY LAPPY!!! WTHH!!

so i decided to jus forget it la.. den went to sch lo...

and me and nina decidede to partial wat.. HAHAHA..

so anw as usual someone still cant wake up lor...

damn sad de.. waste my effort to text constantly.. CHEYY!! hahahaha jkjk..

so as usual forever late for sch.. lol...

welllllll

after our team finish ppt me and nina went bugis...

jus walk ard den slack at mac till her bf come den i go back home le..

i was damn letargic lo.. due to the damn weather...

so anw reach home and do the usual stuff lo.. nth much..

yes? no?

correct? incorrect?

fake? real?

hmmmmm

♥Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 9:35 AM

HEY PEEPS!!!
since ystd it's like i am on happy pills hehhee..
how i wish there is really such things lo.. i cfm everyday eat.. LOL..
anw ystd was BBQ day..
skipped school and went to BBQ with sotong... hahah...
so early morning i left hse and went over to sotong hse first...
cos obviously i cannot stay at home.. DUH!! hahaha..
so i spend my time faceboking and playing sims..
sotong really sotong.. dono how to control e sims...
ong only lo.. LOUSY ASS.. hahahahahah
i play only den the sim got gf le.. HAHAHAHAH power lor..
den after tat watch tv.. spongebob and also abit of Ps I LOVE U..
almost fell aslp on the sofa la.. os comfortable..
so anw after tat we cab down to east coast..
i bet sotong feel damn stupid cos cant ans my lame questions :P
so after we reach there for awhile den start bbq..
after not long RAIN!! and it was damn cute and funny..
looking at them tying a kind of water proof thing i dono wat issit called..
they really made me laugh throughout the whole bbq lo...
really enjoyed myself although i didn't really bbq cos got ppl serve and feed me :P

it had been so long since i actually been to a beach..
so in love with the sea breeze and sight of it...
anw really thanx sotong for inviting me..
and also thanx the ppl there for making me smile..
and most impt is thanx sotong for
sending me all the way home
shelter me from the rain
feeding me food
taking my bag but actually not heavy.. lol
also taking care of me..
entertaining me.. hahha.. even though ur entertainment = bully
i really enjoyed my day^^

♥Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 6:06 PM

HOME ALONE

hi peeps..

currently i am home alone..

cos my dad went to work and mom went genting

brother and gf went swimming..

BORING!!~~

anw today i woke up at 2 plus 3pm..

cos ystd i slept at 2 plus 3am..

hahaha.. damn tired...

anw.. nth much happen today..

woke up went lunch with dad den back home

studied HTM den now slack..

gonna continue watchin my sweeny tod..

i haven finish watching..

bye peeps.. update soon..

♥Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 4:29 PM

SATURDAY!!

well today i woke up early morning at 9am..

get ready and left home for mac breakfast with my meow and her family..

i was rather struggling i the morning as my alarm clock ring..

DAMN TIRED and lazy to get up...

well and i still woke up..

for those who are curious on how my room look like here it is...

This is my cozy bed and the carboard behind is filled with my soft toys...

and my wardrobe is jus beside my bed...

this is only half of my room...
on the right side will be my brother bed
and YES I AM STILL SHARING BEDROOMS WITH MY BROTHER..
damnn!!!! hahaha
but kinda good..
cos at night sometimes is kinda scary.. LOL...
well anw now i am gonna start my revision for my coming UT3..
why??? COS IT COVERS ALL 15 LESSONS!!!
if don start now.. I WILL DIE.. hahahahahahha..
well take care peeps.. ^^

♥Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 8:50 PM

I am filled with hearts and smiles now!!~~~
after sch went home and bathe den go over to my lovely meow hse..
WE ATE STEAMBOAT WOHOO~~ HEARTS HEARTS!!!
so happy.. even though i nv eat much due to my stupid stomach
but still much loves.. ahhaha..
enjoyed talkin and playing with the kids and meow and godsis (Kimberly)
hearts and smiles to my babes in class for concerning and caring abt me hehehe..
MUACKS<3
and i also did my part of caring for nina and another fellow who is sick.. haahah
so nice of me.. AHAHHAHAHA wth..
and today I'M IN LOVE... BECAUSE IT'S FRIDAY!! WOHOOOOO~~
hahah okok i better stop it..
if nt siti will go
"stop it siaaaaaaaa"
hahahha byeee
hearts ppl!! ^^

♥ @ 11:06 AM

OMG i hate stomach ache!!!
run so many times to toilet Omg can die!!!
but i feel damn clean now.. cos is like totally detoxication man.. HAHAHAH
so now i am thinking of going steam boat or not.. if don go meow will sad.. HAHAHA
shall see how ba..
anw my darling nina is sick also she have gastic..damn bad..
so i went to buy my fav stomach medicated oil and pills...
lucky mine nt tat bad.. so she took the pills and apply the oil...
well today is htm..
nth much.. jus abt spas...
so far only these things..
will update more.. hehe
byebye

♥ @ 9:06 AM

This pictures summarise what i am feeling..

Mixture of feelings.. can't express out what i really am feeling..

hmmmmm... now i dono wat to say le..

i wanted to blog out ystd but blogger having problems...

now i need to refresh memory and think of what i wanna say lol..

anw basically ystd was culinary as what i had blogged ystd afternoon..

after that i am suppose to meet JH for dinner end up nv meet as usual..

i was pissed cos i don like plans being cancelled at last min without informing earlier on..

so i thought i will be able to go home and rest due to having my headache..

who knows my godsis sms me and told me she need help..

so i went over... but i kinda happy i went over cos can have free entertainment

from the MEOW MEOW hahahhha

so anw went home at ard 10pm..

watch tv till 11pm den slp..

AND GUESS WAT!!!~~~

today early morning at 4am!!! YES 4AM!!!

i woke up cos my stomach is bloody hell pain...

is now the normal pain is like PULLING and contracting la....

worse than Cramps!!!!

so i went to the toilet and i was in there for half an hour..

the contraction feel come and go and it is so pain that i have goose bumps...

den i almost teared, cos of the pain and my SLP!! DAMNN...

so after tat i lay on bed for another half an hour before i fall aslp.. which is at ard 5..

and i have to wake up at 6.15!!! WTHHH!!!

so anw i woke up feeling giddy but still came sch..

i guess my body is detoxing itself...

haiz.. if later nt feeling well might partial.. but i think minimium chance i will..

cos since i am in formal le if go back like lame =.=

well....

i still cant make up my mind what is the correct emotion i am having..

HMMMMM!!~~~ lol...

anwwwwwwwwwwwww watever la~~

time to know i will know..

for now i think i an nt feeling very good due to lack of slp and the stupid sotmach..

:'(

♥Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 1:32 PM

This little puppy made my day..
early morning we jus reach keke how and i saw this cute puppy..
i always see her in the hse but today i get to touch her!!
she is so damn cute la.. she jumped on me when i wanna sayang her..
she is damn active.. ahhaha super cute!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA HAVE A DOG AS WELL!!!!!!!!!! SADDED!!!!

anw now i am a

HAPPY KID

because i ate my lunch plus subway chocolate chip cookie as dessert.. hahahahah
i ate malay mix rice.. rendang and cockles OMG DAMN NICE!!!
since morning till now tat's my first meal sia..
i was damn hungry ahhahahha... half glass of milk last me quite long.. nt bad.. HAHAHA..
i am damn satisfied *SMILES WIDELY*
but arh i having slight headache and only on the left side of my head..... -.-
anw today is culinary but yet i am nt complaining..
WA!! i was surprised tat i didn't hahahah..
i was rather hardworking, i finish the wks ystd night
and today early morning i started on the PDT..
den on the PPT.. POWER!!! hahahahaha...
something must had gotten into me...

OMG SUPER PAISEH!!!
SHAUN U WATCH OUT!!!!
OMG my face practically turn tomato red la!!! OMG!!!!
argh!!! and worse thing, i shouted.. -.- thanx uh....
i so need to dig a hole on the round and stuff my head inside.. :'(

♥Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 11:29 PM

TIRED

HEY PEOPLE!!
i jus reached home and finish bathing..
SO GOD DAMN LATE LA!!!

today after school went to causeway and ate pizza hut with few of my classmate...
it was indeed a great bonding session!! ^^
den after tat i thought i can go home rest but my dear godsis sms me to ask math question..
and obviously i dono how to explain through the phone so i told her i will go over lo..
so i went over and teach her maths and science till now den i reach home..
i was multi taskin like mad... i am teaching her + doing tml culinary wks + doing RJ...
den i was like damn messy hahaha but busy feeling is damn shiok haahaha..

after i finish my teaching with her still mus help her complete one stage of her dc game
"sally's salon"... -.- we always play dc together.. hahaha so have to help her since
she cant get through the stage... anw mark was tempting me to go have dessert with him..
MANGO PUDDING OMG!!!!! thanx mark but i damn tired... and i bet my parents don allow..
and now i am finally officially free.. hahaha but so late le mus slp soon -.-

i hate it when he vent his frustration at ppl..
jus because he is playing game and cant multi task does not mean he can jus vent it out
on anyone in the hse... if so frustrated don play la.. WTH...
is u lousy wat keep losing den our problem arh...
mommy ask u thing u ans like damn attitude...
she is the one tat spoilt u damn alot and do everything for u hor..
u working yet she still will give u allowance at times lo.. wat is this..
den u treat her like tat... if she nv help u do ur things i think now u like piece of shit le la..
argh!!!!! stupid ass dono how to cherish...

well anw non of my business..
i myself get irritated by my mum cos she is damn bais towards tat brother of mine..
lalalallalalalalalallaalalalala....
shall see who will be taking care of her when she is old..
HA. and i bet she already know it in her heart....
but no worries i will still respect and take care of her even though she is damn bais...

OK PEEPS i shall go slp le..
damn tired.. !!
nitexxxx ^^

♥ @ 2:33 PM

PICTURES FOR YP BD
(there are more with yp, not sent to me yet)

♥ @ 1:19 PM

OO YA!!!
I FORGOT TO MENTION!!!
MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO GENTING ON SUNDAY!!!
WHICH MEANS I CANT GO COS THERE WILL BE SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY~~
sadded!! but kinda happy also..
cos they might be going from sunday till monday or tues..
which mean i will be free for the few days.. relaz and do wat i wan.. hahahahah

I need a lighthouse

♥ @ 11:32 AM

Here is my song for the day.. damn touching sey..

LIGHTHOUSE - HOPE

I wanna sing
While the ocean sleeps
I wanna feel
what its like to be free
I wanna to see
what you see in me
I wanna know how it feels to believe

I feel lost somehow im drifting away
Was almost gone, you brought me to life again

so let me be your lighthouse
and i'll help you find a way out
of here

I see the tide is comming
dont let it take you away from me
theres no way im jumping over
I know its your love that saved me

Cause I was lost
somehow im drifting away
was almost gone
you brought me to life again

So let me be your lighthouse
and I'll help you find a way out of here

I can see the light out
from a far away out
but its slowly drifting away from me

*mhmmmm

cause I was lost
somehow I *drifting away
was almost gone
you brought me to life again

so let me be your lighthouse
and I'll help you find a way out of here
let me be your lighthouse
and I'll help you find a way out of here

♥ @ 10:22 AM

MORNING PEEPS!!!
started of the morning good and bad way..
good is that it is raining.. bad is that i need to get up and go to school.. DAMN!!!
i LOVE rainy days.. but not on weekdays la.. damn lazy sia...
so as usual meet up with the bitch tat is always late every wed in meeting me for breakfast..
woke her up again and jus nice it is raining so i asked her to bath in the rain again HAHAA.
den she was late so i smsed her and hurry her as usual HAHAHAHA
den she was asking me nt to be angry and she say sry..
so i told her no use la every wed late!!
den she say don like tat like BFF mus got discount don angry..
den i was damn lame i told her eh u think here pasa malam arh discount discount..
u go pasa maLAN maybe have la.. HAHAHHAHAAH...
ok nvm lame..

so we had our breakfast and here i am in class le lo... hahaha

AND..............

I WANNA BE IN TUCKED IN MY COZY BED!!!!!
HUGGIING MY FAT CAT AND POPPY!!!!!
i wanna SLP!!!!!!
and it is so not fair some ppl can wake up and yet stay at home
LAZY to go sch.. cos that person WENT BACK SLP!!!
still can ask if can don go sch.. LOL
SADDED I WANNA SLP ALSO!!!
sian sian sian sian sian!!!!!!
-.- end up that ass decided to go to sch lol..

i shall enjoy my slack day
after sch den go home den slp.. hahah

anw i am finally don with UT 2!!
culinary ystd was a killer.. LOL...
but anw after tat went home bathe and did a HUGE favor
for a lazy ass... and i mean it lor its HUGE!!! RIGHT ASS????
you so owe me one!! hahaha jus joking... ^^
den after tat went dinner with dad at market.. den mum joined us..
and i pester dad to go to aunt hse to visit karlyn heheheh
i so long nv see her le...
so as a daddys' girl i manage to get the chance to go over hehehe
i was so damn happy to see karlyn..
first thign i reach there i call out "BAO BEI~~~ BIAO YI LAI LE"
and i carried her and talked to her and she smile.. heheheheh omg priceless to see her smile..
so we stayed till 11 plus den went supper nearby den home..
first thing is wash up and BOMB ON MY BED!!
eyes are half closed already...

and here i am today.. hahah
end of story.. LOL..
bye.. update soon hahaha

♥Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 11:37 AM

ARGH!! going crazy studying for culinary..

and finally can blog!!!!

blogger have some problem with firefox sia..

so i shall use explorer to blog. hahahah...

anw today a few of us skipped class to study for ut at sch library...

so started my morning with breakfast at mac...

happy meal again.. but end up morning nt very happy..

hmmm... all i can say i love backstabbers.. or rather nt so serious la..

to describe will be pot calling the kettle black.. hmmmm interesting uh...

anw other den that i am fine so far..

jus sch is boring and the stress for culinary it later is like OMG!!!!! scared..

but i think aiya fail jiu fail le lo... no choice...

and after ut will be damn shiok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant wait for holiday... hahaha...

i need to use my holiday time well..

need to catch up with my hip hop classes... i so long nv go le..

hmm nth to say le.. BYE... pray hard for me later... hahahha

♥Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 8:38 AM

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THIS IS HOW ANGRY I AM IN THE MORNING TODAY!!!
i think i an be like tat monster break a pencil jus by biting it lor!!!!
my brother is damn irresponsible...

i woke up and i went to bathe.. den half way through he say to me

"eh hurry up i gonna be late le"
i was like HELLO!!!! u shld plan your time properly in the first place..
i hate it when in the morning ppl rush me..
cos i alway plan properly wat time wake up so i can slowly take my time
to prepare but yet wont late...
i jus enter toilet only den he hurry me!!
morning bathing is suppose to be shiok shiok and relaxing and refreshin..
end up KNS spoil my morning!!! ARGHH!!!
and i asked him he is gonna be late for wat.. he say Bike test.. WTH!!
even worse la... got test still like tat..@_@
dad offered to send him to gombak den ask me take mrt from there also..
den he say no need cos he meeting GF den go take test tgt...
den he yaya papaya say easy one la...
HELLO if so easy everyone pass le la... -.-

WELL~~ put tat aside..
my daddy was nice to send to to je which save me half an hours time..
which make me damn early @_@ i reach sch at 8.30 or so... HHAHAHA
lesson is at 915..lol....
well so far tats for my day.. LOL...
today after sch gonna study with my NINA!!!! hahaha
faster get it over and done with for today.. den tml culinary ut..
DEN NO MORE!!!! ahahhaah damn excited for the after ut feel HAHAHAH..
anw bye peeps..

♥Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 1:27 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YP~~~
HAPY BITHDAY TO U!!!!
(i type every word hor no copy paste hor ahhahahhaha)
hope everything go smooth for u..
be healthy is most impt!!
have a happy and enjoyable birthday!!!

since sec 1 till now lots of memories and i hope out friendship last long long!! haha
take care always!! <3

♥ @ 1:15 AM

Hey peeps..
yes jessie is blogging at this hour!! HAHAHA
crazy right.. but ya i am currently mugging for culinary..
so came by here to have a little break...

anw today err or rather ystd...
went to yuki yaki for yp bd celebration...
before tat me, ck and jen meet up at jp to make the DIY cake for her..
den went to city hall to meet the others..
well nth much though..
the interesting thing is the fried ice cream.. hahaha..
so after tat suppose to bring her to Ice cream chef.. but well too bad...
she need to go back early.. so we went to walk ard till 10 plus jiu go back le..
and here i am at home bathe and mugging.. @_@ hate cuinary..
but nvm i tahan till tues jiu no more uts le WAHAHHAHA...

anw here is a combination of cute stuffs which make me smile