Miss Independent ♥

Just my simple story

♥Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 9:49 PM

i feel sad and another part disappointed...
its like mixture of feelings.. due to different things that happen...
hmmmm... it was hard to control my emotions.. or rather hard to control our emotions..
we have to really act normally although deep down we are damn worried...
but we know it will be ok!!! ^^

ANW OUR DAMN SCHOOL
77 CASES ALREADY!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
and we are still going to sch... LOL.. DIE!!!!!!!!
PRAY FOR ME!!!

ok la nth much to talk abt -.-

guess promises are meant to be broken after all.. HA, and i make a fool out of myself for believing.

♥ @ 9:19 AM

MORNING PEOPLE!!!!
to start off with my day... i woke up early and get ready by 7..
meet my dear pearlyn to go to sch together...
YES IS IS PEARLYN tat i go to sch with!! OMG RIGHT!!???
hahahhahaha... so happen she was in jurong these few days...
miss going to sch with her lor... so anw we reach woodlands at 8am..
so we went to LJS for our romantic breakfast... den we took bus to sch....
the feeling of going to sch is like stepping into a mine field....
now there are 66 cases in Rp and yet year 2 and 3 are still attending school...
HMMMMM i guess they are waiting for people to die first den they give us LOA..
from the start when there is no H1N1 cases, rp did all those temp taking stuffs..
and now got case already the management like shit!!!!!!
now even the media knows abt us signing the petition...
ARH HA!!! see wat rp is gonna do... LOL...
well i guess they will still do nth abt it... -.- ahahahah..

anw i'm glad everything is fine already...
i guess 5 years of friendship is not tat easy to be broken^^
reflected and learn from own mistakes...
it feels great to know tat everything is fine...

anw BYE PEEPSSSS

♥Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 6:21 PM

I FEEL LIKE A BITCH NOW!!!
i'm really sry for wat i said..
i didn't mean it...
its jus my temper and my mood...
i am sry to vent it out on u...
i admit it's all my dault...
i m not able to control my emotions..
i thought u will understand but i guess u take it as an excuse...
no doubt i am seriously affected by wat happened which causes me to be in this state...
i bet this is not the first time all these happen...
and i guess mainly due to all the little things...
if my apologies are nt accepted i guess thats the end of this friendship..
5 years and jus due to my stupid mistake its gone... how bitch can i be..
watever it is la wats done is done...
my part of explanation is made... now its up to fate to decide...
all i can do is cross my fingers... :'(

♥ @ 1:31 PM

I guess now my face will look like this when i am left alone in a room and day dreaming..
I guess i am jus affected by what had happened...
I am really worried for her... although i know that she is stronger than anyone..
but no matter how everyone will have their limits...
this is really a big blow.. i understand cos i had been through...
it's gonna be very very extremely hard...
but i guess all i can do is to be there when she need someone ba...
arghh hate to refresh on tat kind of feeling..
well anyway jus come and put in some random thoughts...

OOO YA~~~
I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE MY NEW BLOG SKIN!!!!!!!!!!!
CREDITS TO MY DARLING NINA!!! WOHOOOO~~~~
ok random too.. hahhaha...
bye...

♥ @ 9:07 AM

Life is as fragile as glass...
it's jus shocking to know that it can jus take few seconds to take someone away from u....
so please do cherish the peoople around you...
don't wait till they are gone and u start to regret and cry over it...
it's really painful to go through the process of losing someone...

anw today we are back to school....
despite the increase of students with H1N1..
now there is 50 over cases in RP and yet we are still being called back to school..
now our life depends on darling nina.. HAHAHA
her parents is gonna call up the MOE regrading us goign back to school..
cos seriously is risking our life..
our blk E5 have cases form our level and one level down also.. WTHHH
but well its fated la if have means will have lor...

anw
ystd went out with aunt they all..
we went to Je den went JP..
i bought a heels from charles and keith...
it cost me around 44 DOLLARS!!! omgggg
the most expensive heels i bought..
but ok la now tat i have two heels shld be enough for me.. hahhah...
well but more the merrier :P
shoes are girls best frens too.. HAHAHAHA...

Ok la.. now nth much.. will update u guys soon^^ hahaha

girl u have to stay strong..
i will be there for u when u need me...
its hard but i knw u can pull through..
<3 u...

♥Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 11:17 PM

hey people!!!!
jus came to update on my saturday...
woke up at 10 plus in the morning and realise my flu was slightly better..
thus i didn't went to the doctor and went studying with my darlings..
meet up with JT at je and travel to City hall to meet the other two darlings, NINA and DHEL...
we went to eat at marina first and went to the starbucks to study..
today we complete only problem 5 of Culinary.. OMG KILLER...
all kinds of characteristics of Meat, Poultry, Game and Offals....
OMGGG!!!!! but best thing is we cant really concentrate cos of the sales around us.. HAHAHAH..
before we went to start studying we stop by at mango to shop for awhile....
saw quite alot of cheap deals... hahaha.. jeans for only 55 dollars.... OMGGGEE!!!~~ hahahahah
but anw didn't get it cos both me and nina tried and think its nt so nice...

Anw we ended studies at around 5 plus...
den we went our seperate ways.. i went to batok to my aunt hse...
den all of us went to jurong safra club to eat our dinner at the japanese food court...
i realise tat safra club got the children maze thingy... DAMN FUN!!!
reminds me of my childhood together with meow.. we Love to play at that kind of place also.. hahahah... and the swimming pool also damn nice.. hahah... well after walking around den went home le.. nth much though...

OO YA!!!
this i must mention...
THE RP MANAGEMENT LIKE SHIT!!!!!
there is liek 36 cases of H1N1 from our sch and yet they ceased our LOA and make us go back school on monday!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they wan us all to die arh.. hahaha... although i'm nt really scared cos like wat alan say will kena means will one, so no need scared de... LOL
but still i think in the first place when there is starting few cases they shld not only stop only the year one... watever it is i hope people don jus stay away from us cos we are from RP... tat will be damn nonsense la... hahaha....

ok la nth much...
TAKE CARE PEOPLE!!! <3>

♥Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 9:30 PM

ooo ya i forget to mention i bought this top at Pull and Bear...
the price is good!!! its $19.90!!!
I LOVE IT!!! cos it's HUSKY!!! or rather snow dog or wolf (tats what my mama say)
actually it is more like a dream catcher with a husky.. HMMM LOLLLL i dono....
My mom say it look fierce..LOL but i think it looks nice!!! I LOVE HUSKY!!!!
make me miss hanzel.. HAHAHAHA

♥ @ 8:22 PM

OMG!!! my flu is killing me!!!!! BUT I DON HAVE H1N1 la!!!!!!!
jus tat my darling Nina was having flu on wed and she sat beside me... now i am having it... damnnnnn...
I am like havin tissue all around me!! hahahahaha
i jus took my flu med... ystd night my mom aak me to drink the EON or smth, the panadol lemon drink thingy!! SO DAMN DISUSTING LA!!!!
worst thing.. IT'S NOT HELPING AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!
ooo ya today our class have the Home based learning thingy...
so all of us log in to LEO in the morning as usual class start time...
all of us were quite lost.. we didn't know what to do sia...
moreover the stupid school discussion forum is lagging like mad....
overall sums up to school home base learning is Crappy shit...

anw i have change the batt of my phone to a new one for free.. hahahah
cos me and my mama work at LG service centre before and the people know us.. hahhaah..
so finally i wont have to us the HIGH TECH phone.. HAHAHAHAH
yeahhhhhhhhhhh!! hahahaah
ok la i think i will slp early today due to the drowsiness of med..
and tml i meeting my darling nina, dhel and jt to study at esplanade... ^^
nitexx ppl...

♥Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 10:13 AM

OMG!!!!!!
H1N1 is ALL AROUND RP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and sch only let year one to be quarantine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den we year 2 and 3 in sch still!!! WTHHHHHH
and my course have one or two case le!!!
Two classes are being sent home sia!!!!!!!!
i think soon will be my class cos the class opp my class went home already!!!!!!
and my class ppl a few sick le...
but well, will kena means will wont means wont so don need think so much le hahaha...
hopefully the petition we signed will have effect cos this concern our health...
but if being sent home after that come back sch cfm rushing and stress one... JIALAT!!!!!

GUESS WHAT!!!!!
the above words that i typed are in the morning when i am in sch..
and after tat i stopped updating because our class are also being send home for so call quarantine!!!! till 2nd of july!!!!!! WTH.....
and we have to do homebased learning!!!! every morning will still have to log in LEO and do our stuff.. we have to hand in personal done worksheet and the quiz and RJ need to be done also.. OMGGGGGGG!!!!!!! and we will miss out lessons!!! no explanation means UT DIE!!!!!!
but good thing is we do not have to wear formal to sch we can jus wake up 5 mins before lesson time and jus sit infront of lappy with our pajamas and eat our breakfast or watch tv or talk on phone or watever when we do our wks and stuff.. HAHAHAHAHAHA damn funny...
hopefully our sch will be safe after that... damnn!!!!!
but anw to all those who are sick, PLEASE GET WELL SOON!!! ^^

BYE PEEPS!!!

♥Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 3:10 PM

I NEED MY ICE MOCHA!!!!!!!!!
today i didn't get to buy my favourite ice mocha and now i am sleepy..
and i am craving for it...
anw today is marketing module and i feel damn bad...
reason being, today i am totally brain dead...
i'm jus too lazy and cant be bothered...
and i will like to apologise to NINA darling...
cos she was like doing everything and moreover she is sick!!!!!!!!!!!

Anw i dono why but suddenly i got the random thought of wanting my freedom....
Since young under the protection of parents and they gave me lots of restrictions...
i bet i can only get it at 21 or maybe older... i jus can't help but to have the urge to be much more independent...
however, i am thankful to my parents for being so strict to me...
because if they were not so strict to me i guess i won't be the person i am now..
i bet i will be some random ah lians on the street doing nonsense stuffs...
no offence...
but i guess it's jus time for me to really be much more independent..

ooo ya.. tat day i was browsing pictures on the net and i happen to come across this picture.. it makes me think of the past when i was still a kid.. where my parents will always bring me to the playground and my brother and i will always go on the swing and compete who can swing the highest... hahahaha... and also the times when me and meow will go to any random playground and play the swing... really miss those times whereby we will not have to ponder over things or wat so ever.. its jus so great to be a kid..!!!! hahaha

ok la to end my random and stupid post.. i realise sometimes it is good to actually have someone to think about and to miss... and of cos to be miss by someone else too.. hahahah..

♥Friday, June 19, 2009 @ 2:06 PM

Every night,
i wish and i pray and i hope..
i needed it badly
i know u are the one that kept me going
i want u to be back infront of me..
I DON CARE!!!! I WAN I WAN!!!
this is a want tat i can't get even though how hard i try...

hmmm..... todays lesson is boring...
or rather is jus tat i don have the mood to do anything..
i am getting sick of sch.. @_@
my ut grades are not so positive....
dono how am i gonna survive in this course.. LOL
but nvm still got jus maybe 1 plus years...
if possible to go uni i might further my studies..
maybe at aus...
because my aunt works with travel aggency kind...
den she told me abt a study package thing..
she told me she will tell me in details next time..
hopefully by tat time i have the money to go...

ANW...
SOME OF MY CLASSMATES ARE PLANNING BALI TRIP!!
DURING SEPTEMBER WOHOOO~~~
but this will mean have to save moneyyyyyyyyyyyyy..
and surprisingly my parents allow...
my dad even thought of getting a new camera..
but actually we thought of it long ago...
den my dad gonna split cost with me.. hahah great..
i really looking forward!!
the clear sea OMG!!!! I'M LOVING IT!!!

♥Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 7:38 PM

KILL ME NOW!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!
culinary lesson is killing me!!!
CHEF EDIE I MISS U!!!!!!!!!!
this faci who took over is so graggy and naggy!!!!
omg his voice is making me slp sia!!! his pace is sosososos slow!!!
how i wish he is talkin like jasmine now!! no offence but YA~~~
ARGH I AM COMPLAINING!!!! THIS IS SO IRRITATING BUT CANNOT TAHAN!!!!
its ok i tahan awhile more.. tml will be friday!! wohoooo~~~
so fast sey one week over...

Anw on a happy note..
i cleared my CE points already!!!wohoooooo
no need to think of going events or talks...
but there is this eco trail event i am going with my classmates...
i think is smth like visit one rural are of a country.. NICE I LIKE!!~~

OOO YAAA...
today suppose to go manicure after school with the stupid yan ping!!!
but she PS me...
she say no money go den wanna see me do only...
EH EH EH ALONE DO NO FUN LA!!!!
hahahahahahh so end up postpone!!! hahahah
see i so good i wait for her!!!
but actually i myself need to save up first also...
YAN PING mis be reading this!!! HAHHAHAHAAHH IDIOT SEY!!!

one more thing... ystd night my brother was being an ass...
he came in to the room to talk on phone while i was aslp...
and he played with torch light on and off on and off...
at first i told him nicely to go out and talk but he didn't move..
so i cannot tahan ppl disturb me slp and i went out to living room..
jus nice my mom was there so she asked wat happen and i told her..
i cried sia cos i am those who get frustrated if someone disturb my slp
cos i need my slp...
end up he was chased out by my mom and finally i can slp...
damn idiotic...

anw!! tml is FRIDAY!!! WOHOOOOO
ok random...

if u think i am what u think i am den so be it
i'm starting to lose my patience...
having flashbacks every now and than.. DAMN..

♥Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 2:31 PM

MONDAY BLUES
Plus
BORED OF SCHOOL

OMG i still cant accept the fact that sch have started..
there goes my two weeks.. DAMNN
I guess the whole class are still in the holiday mood..
totlly no using our brains at all... super slack...
Damn sians and moody sia... totally monday blues...
plus today module is Customer Relationship Management... BORED...
i can see almost whole class nt payin attention at all..
all facebooking and blogging.. HAHAHAHA..

at least there is smth i can look forward to today..
OSCHOOL HIP HOP CLASS!!!! hahahahh
i am so sry to my HH frens i nv attend for the past two lessons damn!!!!
well lets use today's lesson to destress and enjoy....
yeah!! hahaha LOL

How i wish i can skip this year and go to next year..
cos my dad told me tat next year he will
sponser me to take both my bike and driving license!! WOHOOOO
cant wait!!!!!

I MISS MEOW!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA HAVE THE "NOBODY" FEVER WITH HER!!!

♥Tuesday, June 09, 2009 @ 5:12 PM

Yesterday's random pictures...

Went to visit my dearest Karlyn..
she smile at me for the first time!!! wohoooo~~~~~

♥Saturday, June 06, 2009 @ 8:56 PM

WOHOOOO TANNING IS LOVED!!!!
but now my body damn hot sia...
especially my shoulder and arms.... WOHOOO like apply chilli sia...
lucky i iced and apply moisturizer.. now better...

anw today went sentosa with star...
both of us like zombie sia in the morning..
sleepy like siao... woke up at 7.30 and meet star at 9 at je..
sia la tired siol....
anw we went vivo LJS to buy breakfast
den went sentosa tajong beach.. i know this beach like so ulu
but kinda nice cos nt noisy.. so for the start we sat under shade slack and talk
look at babes and hunks hahahhahaha..
den i start to sit under the sun... star of cos under shade.. he cannot tan somemore la...
LOL.... so we talk talk talk den hot sia... went for a dip..
star drink alot of sea water.. EWWWWW....
den went up i tan again...

den after tat bathe den vivo dinner
den walk ard at pet shop and also Toy'rus..
star was retarded keep clickin toys with a TRY ME thingy....
after tat home...
SUPER SLACK DAY LA!!!!!!
even the trams and buses came super slow HAHAHAH..
when going home super sleepy sia both of us stone...
so star send me home den he went home...
nth much is done but LOVE IT cos is slack sia!!!
and now i look like walking apple.. -.-

♥Monday, June 01, 2009 @ 1:49 PM

SOME OUTDATED PICTURES

Before going out for uncle's bd dinner on 30th may

Before class outing.. ehhh forget the date...

IN SCH MEET UP WITH E35F!!!!