CONFUSED!!!


How on earth i manage to survive in this kind of family..
WTH is going on....
i have unreasonable mother and even brother...
why cant she be fair... why mus she always pick on me...
watever task he cant manage to do it will always be pushed to me..
watever things he did wrong it will end up be my fault...
i am 18 years old for ur information... i need to have my freedom...
if u ever notice... i don have a say in this family since young...
i have tolerate ur nonsense till today.. WTF more u wan from me...
everything i do or watever is wrong.. and watever he do is right...
watever he say u believe.. u nv hear my explanation...
i guess my previous life i did smth real bad tat make me deserve such a life now...

i don wanna say this but i have to say
i don see u as i mom i realised tat now...
cos in the first place u nv thought of wanting me.. u wanted to get rid of me...
and why didn't u do so.. i rather u did...
i dono wat to say.. i am disappointed in u...
你不值得我尊重。。。
我不需要一个不讲理的妈妈。。。