I always believe that coming over to malaysia is a chance to escape from reality..indeed it is right… going over to Malaysia it makes me slow down my pace and notice all my cousins around me..

I realize that all of them had grown up quite a lot.. this in turn means that we won’t be able to be like last time, we won’t be able to be as close as we used to be.
there is something that I always believe in,
the older a person gets the future we drift apart from our loves ones.
It might be due to the age different and obviously the change in mindset…

Me living in Singapore it brings me even further away from them..so so so much further… sometimes I even wonder if they still remember me or will they still talk to me..
surprisingly, they did not.
We still talk but just not as much and not as close as before…

This time here I realize that some of my cousin are still as childish as they use to be, sometimes I think that they do not deserve my respect at all…
reason being, they don’t respect the elders and why should I show them respect when they do not deserves it…
I can’t believe that till now at this age she still can’t get to her senses, she should at least respect him as the first uncle…

so what if he adopted a Indian girl to the family..
it’s not as if she had killed someone or what…
she is with us all along since she is a baby and she don even know how to speak tamil
it’s just that she is rather fat and irritating at times
but I see no reason why u need to discriminate her and even disrespect uncle and aunty due to this..

really disgusted to know that I have a cousin like that…
since young your father passed away and yet u don seems to be affected in anyway..
maybe cos u didn’t see the look on ur father face when he die..
u ought to come to ur senses someday…
quit thinking tat u do well in studies means that u will be damn successful..
look at ur attitude…quit acting like a slut…
for ur info since young u had nv been a good sister
the reason why ur brother is not gangster now, u ought to thanx me…
I replaced ur role as a sister since ur father died..
wait till one day u actually fail in life,
I guess that will be the day u actually look and notice the people around u..
and u will start to think that relative are much more impt den u think..
and u will see that non of u RICH frenx will be there.