hey guys..
well i feel as if i long time nv blog..
anw jus too MONEY thing happening...

Ystd i officially breakdown like siao...
it was like SUper long ago when i actually cry till like tat..
for 2 hrs somemore.. i cry till i fall aslp...
reason being, i disappoint a person tat i REALLY LOVE and REALLY WONT WANNA DISAPPOINT...which is my papa...

For some reason the quarrel starts... if i rmb is from my brother...
then my mama then my papa..
and it was the first time after so long tat my papa shouted so loud at me....

I told them tat there is no point saying anything to them cos they believe watever my bro say..
then my father shout at me saying
"wats wif ur attitude?u wanan be like ur bro tat time ar so rebelious"
i was like thinking... I BAD??? I REBEL???? u sure???
so i say "i like tat still not good enough wat more u all wan??"
then my papa say "we nv say u nt guai....when we say u nt guai???"
then i really dono what to explain anymroe.. anyway i still wrong...

first time i feel so far away from papa..
i feel as if i cant reach him anymore...
and it is also e first time i really PUSH my mama hands away from touching me..
i hate the way she scold me till shiok shiok den come and act one sry or wat..
i jus pushed her away..

anw aiya cheng yi so strong everything OK DE~~
i will jus rmb the phrase
"yesterday is history, just a nice memory" ^^