This is jus a pix that i found in my phone while sorting out my pix...
so i edited it... cool right?? =.=
welll this the the singapore eye.... = (london eye)
ok la lame la i know.. LOL...
actually i think it is quite cool lor..
but half an hr inside like can die lehx....
tat is if alone la...
wif others shld be ok la... hahahahhah...

anw tat day i happen to think of e day when i lose my dearest 2nd uncle.. :(
he died when i was still small or rather real small... i think ard primay sch? or even smaller..
i forgot le.... all i rmb was that , i am the first to saw or realise he is dead...
can u imagine looking at the pale face of ur love one?moreover u are still small??


i still rmb clearly..
tat day in malaysia,
we are all gonna have supper together
then my papa ask me to wake my uncle up..
so i went...
i nudge him and say "er jiu(second uncle)!!! wake up eat supper....."
he did not react to me... i thought he was slping like pig la...
so i went to ask papa to wake him up..
but he only back face us and did not move.....

So my papa flip him over...
There it was........................
his eyes was shut.......
his face was pale real pale.....
he is not moving no matter how many times i call him....
maybe at tat time i was sad tat why he did not respond to me..
i cried.... my dad did not say anything he jus started to do CPR on him...
i did nt know the reason behind it all i did was cry...

Finally my dad stopped and he jus carry me in his arms
and walked out of the room...
he called the ambulance and they jus brought him away from me....
tat was the last time i saw him...
when my other cousins was informed and they reached the hse...
they seem to be puzzled why am i crying...
well for me i am puzzled why they seems like nth had happened...

till now,
the image reminds in my mind...
the last time i call him er jiu was also the first time he nv respond to me..
he was always there to protect me when i get naggings and when i get beaten by parents..
but now he is no longer here....

So every year i will go back to malaysia to pay my respect to him...
but this year i did not...
I AM SO SRY ER JIU...
but i know u will forgive me cos i do have my reasons...
anw this is a song i heard which some parts remind me of er jiu....



First lady - Missing you.




Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missing you
Things'll never be the same without you...


What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me


It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you

oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby




Sad right...
but well... life goes on..
and i am sure my uncle went to a better place... ^^
looking down at me and watching me grow everyday..