well today saw him finally......
he looks same.. glad he nv become more black.. lol..
later become like his good FRENX.. LOL....
today went sch to study lor... so sianx.. i only did abit of math and abit of eng..
the rest of the time slack... dono la not in the mood to study....
well.... i was nt really in the mood today so i suddenly feel like writing things..
so i wrote all these in a foolscap...

i am afraid at times..
i am afraid one day i might lose u...
although u would say u wont leave me...
but i jus feel afraid sometimes...
afraid tat i would neglect u cos of studies..
afraid tat we would nt hav time 4 each other...
afraid tat we will run out of topic to talk about....
jus too much to be scared of...
but i know u will be by my side no matter wat..
i know u love me more than anyone else...
i know u hav ur afraids too...

i wanna let u know tat...
i wont leave u..
i love u as much as u love me..
i will be there 4 u...
during those 3 days when u are nt around....
i miss u... yes i do...
i cried right after i hang down the phone...
i am worried about u....
worried if u gt take care or not...
got injured or not...
got enough slp or not...

when u called me from malaysia...
i admit i did nt wish to pick up at times..
cos i am afraid tat if i hear ur voice i will break down..
but if i did nt pick up
u will worry about me
and u will be sad...
so in the end
i give in and ans ur phone calls...

sometimes i jus wish tat time stops here..
where all the sweet memories are...
where i can see u almost all the time..
where i can feel u close to me...
where i can feel u holding tight to my hands..
where i can feel ur arms around me...
where i can feel all the love from u and my frenx...
but time cant stop...

well tats what i written...
today i also dono why nt in the mood la..
maybe is cos today is 6 of june...
and makes me think tat..
if i and tat bastard nv end today is one year le...
haiz.... but who cares... now i gt a more important date to remember...
13 may.....
but somehow will still feel sianx la.. dono why la..
maybe thinking too much...
problem is i also dono wat i thinking.. -.-