To my dearest twin sister...
I'm sorry tat i hurt u at times...
sometimes i really think of the same thing.. wat if WX nv leave sch??
everything will jus be different... we will nv gonna be back to out sec 1 and 2 life...
we always go everywhere together do everthing together and since sec 3 everything changes..
and i tried tons of way to go back to wat we used to be but all failed...and finally i gave up...
tat time i really think tat u changed alot.. but i always take it as a stage of life..
but when i totally giv up on going back to times we used to be... WX left...
and u came back to my life... at tat time i hated u.. i jus feel tat u are treating me as a sub...
when WX is there u no need me when she is gone u come back...
u should hav notice at tat time i always keep distance from u... i don wanna go back to u
and hurt myself again...but i guess we are jus fated to be sisters 4ever ba...
really enjoy myself when i am wif u... we went back to last time and did everyting together...
i thought we are fine.. but the fact is u still prefer the guys to us the girls.. i understand u are
closer to them... and i accept it.. but sometimes is jus weird.. u all always say i am part of the
group but i am nt... is jus too obvious i am nt.. and i know tat myself... about the JP thing i
already know its a lie and i jus hack care.. cos i expected it... and i am nt close to u all so i don
care too... u know me la... i always treat frenx important de...i giv up in quarrels...i refelect
on myself... i change my mistakes.. and i know u did too... but i guess it is difficult 4 u to change
ba... we both tried and we both been through lots of ups and downs... and now we are back to
last time.. but there is always something tat are unable to go back..
about the mental test thing... i was shocked u say my name.. i thought it would be andrew they
all or WX.. but it was me... and i am glad u understand why i say jiale.. but in my mind i was
tinking about u and her but i dono which to choose...
i guess SAT might be a wrong move too... u should nt know him.. u should nt see him..
and i think everything is mistake.... but don u ever get affected by the others....don care wat others think.. even though they are ur good frenx... u think for me i jus accept him jus like tat..
i did think of it fews days b4 he ask me.. i was afraid of wat u think and wat others think.. but i told myself i love him and tats all i care... i don care wat others say...if they are ur true frenx they would hav told u everything and jus come clear wif u but see wat they do.. they hide..
did i hide tings from u.. even if i did i would still tell u in few days...i always wanna hide smth
from u but i cant.. u are jus too close to me and i jus cant hide...so don think too much..
time will heal everyting... remember nt to trust anyone even me... nobody can be trusted
totally... i learn this lesson long ago... u mus go through lots of things to understand tat..
and i did... jus remember i will be there for u... ^^ we mus share every thoughts together..

~MeMorIEs~