i guess everything is ending...
jus treat it all my fault can le...
i dono how to face everything and everyone..
i really don wish to see u two like tat....
but actually everything is fine le...
but i think it is jus difficult for HIM to communicate wif US ba..
but it is kind of weird why things will end up like this...
i thought the main thing is between U and the new HIM whom u know nt long...
i am jus confused right now...
i think maybe u all are right i jiao huai Her...
maybe she got influence by me.... but i am wat i am born to be.. its my character...
i changed alot if u all happen to notice... i changed cos of my frenx... remember how i was
in sec 1 and 2 and 3???? i was full of vulgar words...always noisy KBKB...
thinking back i really changed alot.. but i doubt anyone notices...
everything these day is very the CONFUSE la....
am i suppose to trust and believe everyone...
i am like helping out in everything and everyone but wat they do?? accuse me tat i did nt
believe them??? HMMMMM..... weird.......i guess my mama was right.. i sometimes too good le...
she always says
"what for do so much things for them when they don return ur kindness???"
and i will always say frenx are jus important to me and i don wan lose anyone and i wanna help..
but i guss mama was right ba.. HAIZ...
now everything gt to erase from my mind and i hav to concentrate on O....

FOr my sis...
"Don ever get affected by others...
they hide things from u might be cause they wanna protect u....
might be overprotecting but at least u know they care....
although u feel hurt and i can see it in ur eyes...don ever giv up....
pour ur hearts out to me... i will be there...everything will be changed from now...
and those involved knew it.... and no one knows who fault is it...
don think so much about others.. now is O level.. no time... mus chiong liao...
anything bu shuang tell me i pei u go somewhere fa xie ok.... remember i gt alot of ideas
de... especially places tat can vent anger...i will find as much places to go as possible..."