Just my simple story

♥Saturday, July 22, 2006 @ 11:33 AM

Hey!!!

jus to clarify hor..is not i don wanna do my work or don wish to call and
ask...i did call but not call u i call someone else to ask u think tat i nv call
u means i nv do my work mehx... u think by speakin on phone will be
clear mehx.. not everybody is smart and hardwoking like u..
i can say i am lazy at times..and plz hor.. i am not whinning and grumbling at all ok!!!
since when u heard me whinning and grumbling have la to myself la
all the problems and unhappiness i only keep to myself ok so stop
putting words into my mouth lor.. Can we stop all these nonsense
i already have lots of family problems still not enought izzit..
u think u understand me also mehx.. there is lots of things u dono about
me... nobody can totally understands everybody..now my family
is not good compared to urs.... i AP in sch is bcos i thinkin about
all the problems i have... u donno wat situation i undergoin....i am
really breakin down.. jus tat i always look like happy happy de
but no one know wat i undergoin even u... yes i am FUCKED up when
i see all the things u say but i understand cos there is always some part
of me u don like.. but i think u should reflect on urs too...the problem
might not be my attitude instead might be urs.. or rather us...aiya nvm
say already also no one understand then u still don understand also...
so nvm la one day u will understand i hope... anyway not every body
have the energy to slp so late at night.. so when i say tired when i go sch
plz don make it as tough i am complaining i know u slp later then me
but mus know i normally slp at 10 so if i slp late at 11.30 i will be tired
one...i not like u got the energy to slp late and i wake up eralier then u
anyway... so stop saying me till like i am complaining...and hor i nv go around telling ppl lor.. no evidence don anyhow say... but thanx for
being turthful...appreciate tat...