heY!!!!

today nothing much lehx... went je wih my bro go buy game lor... haiz.... hhehhhehee...
in the end he brought 3 games... me jus walk wif him lor... but it's fun i am happythat i can spent time wif him cos he only come back on weekeneds.. sob sob in NS no choice lor..
hehhe... he very lame de.. the whole journey ar.. cannot stop talking nonsense and acting like a
retard... then cos me can't stop laughing.... lol hehehhe... then come back take taxi then the taxi
driver talk alot lor all nonsense... damn lame lor...nothing much la take care bye bye..


Hey!!!

jus to clarify hor..is not i don wanna do my work or don wish to call and
ask...i did call but not call u i call someone else to ask u think tat i nv call
u means i nv do my work mehx... u think by speakin on phone will be
clear mehx.. not everybody is smart and hardwoking like u..
i can say i am lazy at times..and plz hor.. i am not whinning and grumbling at all ok!!!
since when u heard me whinning and grumbling have la to myself la
all the problems and unhappiness i only keep to myself ok so stop
putting words into my mouth lor.. Can we stop all these nonsense
i already have lots of family problems still not enought izzit..
u think u understand me also mehx.. there is lots of things u dono about
me... nobody can totally understands everybody..now my family
is not good compared to urs.... i AP in sch is bcos i thinkin about
all the problems i have... u donno wat situation i undergoin....i am
really breakin down.. jus tat i always look like happy happy de
but no one know wat i undergoin even u... yes i am FUCKED up when
i see all the things u say but i understand cos there is always some part
of me u don like.. but i think u should reflect on urs too...the problem
might not be my attitude instead might be urs.. or rather us...aiya nvm
say already also no one understand then u still don understand also...
so nvm la one day u will understand i hope... anyway not every body
have the energy to slp so late at night.. so when i say tired when i go sch
plz don make it as tough i am complaining i know u slp later then me
but mus know i normally slp at 10 so if i slp late at 11.30 i will be tired
one...i not like u got the energy to slp late and i wake up eralier then u
anyway... so stop saying me till like i am complaining...and hor i nv go around telling ppl lor.. no evidence don anyhow say... but thanx for
being turthful...appreciate tat...


Hey!!!

i know i very long nv update cos i no time lor...sianx....
anyway i will sum up all then things tat happen past few days..
i know Mei Shi getting more retarded.. then i got influence by her lor..
:p she keep saying Zoom Zoom To THe Airport.... i know she got
tat phrase from dixon lor.. then alot of us get influence..lol..
hehehhe.. then yesterday in class after Oral we talking about
our future carrer.. then i say i wanna be air stewardess..then the
others like keep contradicting wat i say lor.. like don wanna let
me be wat i wan lor... wat does it got to do wif u guys?
i know u all might think tat education is important but to me being
air stewardess is my dream since i was small...and i am those kind of ppl
tat will pursude my dreams no matter wat even if i have to give up my
education..i have my own freedom to be wat i wanna be no need u guys
to tell me wat should i do...i will persude my dream to the end... and for
ur information i am only sec 4 i will still grow taller so stop saying there
is height limit to be an air stewardess..it is very criticising to me...
u all think by getting all the education degrees or watever will be useful?
do u see all the ppl who get them works in singapore most of them went
overseas..so wat is the point.. u willing to leave ur family and go over to other places to work..i might be not so good in my studies but i am proud to say i have a dream tat i really wanna persude compare to those
who do not know wat they wanna be.. and complain about the jobs they
think they will be working borin..yup then today i found out tat i am
stupid after all and ppl around are jus like fake..sometimes they are jus
not willing to help...nvm i shall do it myself i will persude watever things i wan... and no one can stop me... it's my life for goodness sick...


HEY!!
today i damn sad la.. and hurtx...one of my fren from other sch he suddenly
say tat he like me... there is no wrong in liking someone.. but i know is difficult
to forget..i ask wat can i do to help u feel not so hear pain and won't miss me so
much.. he say by not replying him on msn and smsing him.. i told him tat u
think by doing this u can forget!!! no u are wrong!!! Instead u are hurting me...
at first he offline bcos he don wish to talk to me.. then after i send him this sms he came online and said sorry to me.. then i told him if u wanna forget slowly
u will... then he jus say yayaok then he went offline.. this kind of reply really
hurt me..there is nothing i can do to help him is up to himself...does this means
this is the end of our frenship?? he like me and in the end not even frenx???


Hey!!! wa damn stress lor.. jus now got 'N' level english oral lehx...
lol.... but ok la still can manage lor... one of the teacher useless de... nv say anything de lor... i nv even bother to look at her lor sianx... hehehe lame..
Aiya i first one lor then hor wait so long almost half an hour then can go
waste my time de..wa sianx i change new specs then with new degree
so giddy... three days le still not use to it...wa today so busy come back
bath then do geo hw... till now then online sianx... hehe.. ok la stop here le..
take care bye bye..


hey.... i few days nv use com le...so now then update..
i saturday go church with pearlyn and sherlyn..
then the pastor say songs are represents us,our feeling,our angry...
and everybody have a soong in their heart tat talks or describle about them..
and he hold a glass of water in his hands and ask how heavy u guys thing it is?
he says then weight does not matters is when u hold the glass for a long time
u will feel it is getting more heavy right..?it is jus like all the rejections,anger,
confusion,unhappines or emptiness in our heart.. if u carry it with u for a long
time it will get more and more heavy.. so we must let it out.. it is true actually.

anyway today i went to POP in sch.. so sianx.. but b4 tat i went to take my new
specs.. yeah!!!!!! lol very happy yet felling giddy cos of the new degree... lame..
ok la noithing much lor.. sianx..

bye take care.. :)