jus feel like blogging suddenly.


He's gone. :"(


it's all jus words. Ha.


!@#$%^&*()_(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*() SUEY OR WAT!!!!!!!
I SHLD BE THERE 10 MINS LATER!!!!
CCB SEE HER FACE FUCKING WANNA VOMIT!!!!

i have nth against her but once she give me the stare and roll her eyes till almost reach the back of her head and still dare "CHEY" at me!! WA ANGRY!!!
ONE WHOLE GRP STARE AT ME ONE PERSON!!
so wat if you are slimmer and so call better looking now?
FYI ur make up is getting thicker and thicker and it covers your natural beauty, that is if u have any of that.. as well please get new clothes cos you have been wearing the same top and bottom for god knows how long..

Already over so long le still this pattern -.-
Ah lian jiu shi ah lian!


U too.. u're contradicting urself also.. everyone does tat.. reason being the other half means alot to them..



i fucking walked away because u fucking made me. GET THIS FUCKING RIGHT!
DON TRY TO FUCKING PUSH THE BLAME TO ME!



I feel so tired suddenly..
really no one understands me as much as he does..

I gave in and changed alot to make things work..
I rush to his house after sch for few days jus because he undergo operation..
It wasn't easy for me to go over and facing the stares the auora that is being given out by "them"
I didnt really go out much with my frenx anymore cos most of the free time is with him,
which i didn't do so last time..
Cried more than i expected..
Leave out every weekends because mostly he is free on sundays..
i don feel myself anymore..

Don mold me into "her"
i will never give in as much as her
i will nv put in as much effort as her
i will not put in my all in the relationship or rather any relationship
i will not let my world only revolve ard u and only u
i will not distant from my frenx jus bacause i have a bf
i will not get jealous over simple stuff or control u (which makes u feel loved)

I AM JUS VERY DIFF FROM OTHERS!