all.abt.lurve

2012-01-06T08:59:00.003+08:00

jus feel like blogging suddenly.

i'm telling myself to let him go now

since he's gone and to him i'm gone too.

i shall put us in a hiddden part of my heart and mind.

i believe someday we will meet again till den i jus hav to

pause and live on :) i'm sure he's doing e same too.

who knws he might find his happiness aft he let me go? well

i dono. jus hope he will tc of himself or at least get someone to do so.

2012-01-04T12:31:00.001+08:00

He's gone. :"(

2011-12-13T11:34:00.001+08:00

it's all jus words. Ha.

2011-09-13T22:32:00.003+08:00

!@#$%^&*()_(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*() SUEY OR WAT!!!!!!!
I SHLD BE THERE 10 MINS LATER!!!!
CCB SEE HER FACE FUCKING WANNA VOMIT!!!!

i have nth against her but once she give me the stare and roll her eyes till almost reach the back of her head and still dare "CHEY" at me!! WA ANGRY!!!
ONE WHOLE GRP STARE AT ME ONE PERSON!!
so wat if you are slimmer and so call better looking now?
FYI ur make up is getting thicker and thicker and it covers your natural beauty, that is if u have any of that.. as well please get new clothes cos you have been wearing the same top and bottom for god knows how long..

Already over so long le still this pattern -.-
Ah lian jiu shi ah lian!

2011-08-17T18:19:00.002+08:00

U too.. u're contradicting urself also.. everyone does tat.. reason being the other half means alot to them..

2011-08-09T15:01:00.000+08:00

i fucking walked away because u fucking made me. GET THIS FUCKING RIGHT!
DON TRY TO FUCKING PUSH THE BLAME TO ME!

2011-01-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

I feel so tired suddenly..
really no one understands me as much as he does..

I gave in and changed alot to make things work..
I rush to his house after sch for few days jus because he undergo operation..
It wasn't easy for me to go over and facing the stares the auora that is being given out by "them"
I didnt really go out much with my frenx anymore cos most of the free time is with him,
which i didn't do so last time..
Cried more than i expected..
Leave out every weekends because mostly he is free on sundays..
i don feel myself anymore..

Don mold me into "her"
i will never give in as much as her
i will nv put in as much effort as her
i will not put in my all in the relationship or rather any relationship
i will not let my world only revolve ard u and only u
i will not distant from my frenx jus bacause i have a bf
i will not get jealous over simple stuff or control u (which makes u feel loved)

I AM JUS VERY DIFF FROM OTHERS!

2011-01-09T00:01:00.001+08:00

Whatever happens to him i jus hope everything will be alright.
If i asked he won't say so all i can do is jus hope he will be fine.
God pls watch over him.

2010-12-28T18:44:00.001+08:00

I jus realised.. whenever i log in to this place i feel peace..
i dono how to describe but i jus feel relaxed..
weird.. but i jus love this place..
Maybe is the connection? well maybe jus maybe.. :)

2010-10-28T21:33:00.003+08:00

Freaking pissed off with people like tat..
typical ah lian who cant seem to get the facts right..
FUL seriously.. i will leave if i cant gain the acceptance tat is needed..
don need u to be so KPO..

FYI u are the rejected one nt me..
i'm pure and innocent..
u lost urs to him for god knows how many times u guys did it..
TAKE TAT!!

u jus cant fucking get on with ur life cos u lost something..
watever stories u heard i don giv a shit..
u are immature enough to only hear one side of the story and jump into a conclusion..
my image of u is totally gone.. CMI

2010-10-28T19:58:00.002+08:00

Finally decision for my next step to life..
after graduating from RP..
Work full time at a hotel ( mostly likely ritz carlton )
and study at a local uni as part time..
nina jus intro me one uni that only takes me 1 year to get my degree.. :) LOVES..
shall talked more in detail with her on mon..
Tml UNI fair in RP.. shall roam ard see see look look :)

2010-10-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

OMG!! sick for almost a week!!
started with jus cough and it gets worse den now FLU!!
I HATE FLU!!! dammit..

finally went to see a doctor today..
got to eat MED!! hate it..

2010-10-21T09:56:00.002+08:00

quit calling me a slut..
till now u are still hanging on to it..
get it straight it was after u guys broke up den we got tgt..
i didnt steal him away from u.
ask urself, throughout these three years he show u his love?
do u feel real love from him?
he himself told many ppl tat he is jus dragging for the sake of doing so..
stop saying all these crap...

2010-09-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

seriously i wish tat time u can jus abort me if i know all these will happen to my life..
all u listen and believe are from tat useless son of urs.. HA joke..
HE HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT TO SPEAK OR SCOLD ME IN THAT FUCKING WAY!!!
no respect for him..

WHY CANT ANYONE GET THE FUCKING FACT RIGHT??!!
why no one seems to see me???
always nv good enough no matter how hard i try...
WATS THE POINT DEN????!!!

forget it..

life is unfair..

2010-09-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

FML!!

Sick no one in the family care..
oooo or rather since when i they care.. all they care is controlling me going out..
i rather u didnt give birth to me in the first place...
i seriously hope the doctor had told u it was a gal and had me aborted...
if i am born with a DICK everything will be totally diff..

i take in so much and did so much yet u told me i didnt.. THANX!!
it shows how much u appreciate everything...
say i dono how stress my dad is?
YAYAYA I DONO!!!
i dono den i go work for wat?
i dono den i think so much for the family for wat?
all u fucking care about is my useless brother..
25 yrs old and doing nth!!!!!!!!!!!!!
say he cannot find job.. FUCK U!!!
it is more like he NV go find job..
ask me talk to him about future.. HA JOKE!!
he will listen? i kena slap jiu have la..

i dono wat else to say...
don belong and nv shld had belong here..

2010-09-25T20:11:00.001+08:00

hmmmm shld i see a gynecologist?? :(

2010-09-16T02:01:00.000+08:00

I don need to take all these.. Limit reached..

2010-08-16T11:11:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. thinking of my future plans..
probably gonna go overseas to get my degree if possible...
if nt i will work in hotel for at least 2 years den try air stewardess..
hopefully i get my plan to run smoothly...

well dad is askin me to get my driving license first so tat next time when i go to work
den we can share and buy a car tgt.. idea hor..
i thought of getting it down within these two month of holiday..
shall see..

2010-05-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

i need a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i seriously think that it might be time for me to lower my expectations..
i am stressing myself abit too much cos i jus cant reach it!!!!
but i know i wanna reach it!!
i am so tired, both physically and mentally...
i have lots of things i wanna do but it seems like i lack the motivation and determination to do them... most importantly i lack time!! or rather i didnt manage very well..
cos i know that time is there jus tat i need to organise them well..
JESSIE JESSIE WAKE UP!!!

2010-04-23T19:17:00.002+08:00

when i see this photo i jus feel so envious..

it really feels good to have a life long partner

whom he or she will be there whenever the other half needs someone..

well anw tat is jus a random thought..

FINALLY I AM UPDATING MY BLOG!!!

well becos i have a real mono off day.. doing nth jus slacking at home..

anw nowadays nth much happened.. jus attachment all the time..

managed to learn lots of things..

even though it was hard to adapt to in the first few weeks..

i manage to really have the sense of satisfaction.. :)

still there are times whereby i will whine abt work

but well~~ that's life..

everyday pass by and i am really missing my frenx in sch..

especially PEPX!!!! seriously miss her nonsense la..

miss all the time we crap together and do all those stupid things together..

miss going to sch tgt with her and eating tgt during lunch!!

how am i gonna survive next sem?? ARGHHHH!!!!

besides tat,

my childhood fren is gonna leave on tues to cambodia for work..

for long 6 months!! :'( makes it even worse..

who am i gonna turn to...

haiz...

sometimes i jus feel like being alone at some high moutain with great view

and jus scream my heart out..

2010-03-05T01:09:00.004+08:00

Jessie Ng Cheng Yi

need to find out her mistakes everyday..
wants to improve from it..
reflections reflections and more reflections..

2010-02-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

MY ONE AND ONLY PEPX!!! NINA!!!!

This post is specially for her..

i cant put our friendship jus base all on words...

reason being, it is not a thing that can be describe using words..

it is the feeling...

We had been through lots of things together...

be it good or bad...

every morning the first person who make me smile will be her...

going to school together

having breakfast together

study together

go break together

Zhao class together

doing stupid things together

acting cute and annoying people together

shopping together

go toilet together

and many many more!!!

we do everything as one...

Now that we end our semester and i will be going for attachement

i am so gonna miss her!!! no more tgt tgt!! :(

we are nt gonna see each other in school...

HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE!!!!! seriously!!!!

i know it might sounds like we are crazy ppl

but this is what i call true friendship...

we nv quarrel we nv fight..

we look out for one another....

and seriously i treat her like my own sister..

whenever she got problems, without fail i will be there for her...

i dono why but jus wanna protect her..

i really can be myself when i am with her..

i think cos we have so much thing alike...

we are jus so attached to each other..

but darling nina no worries...

we will definately keep in contact no matter what :)

our friendship will never ever end ^^

I LOVE U PEPX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ps: we are straight!! jus that we are really

best of friends... really really best of friends..

2010-02-01T10:57:00.002+08:00

Now is the start of my busy life.. :(

ut3 starts today..

this whole two week have to study like siao...

counting down to 11th feb... last day for ut.. :)

after my ut will have to go home and get ready

wait for uncle to come over and fetch us in to malaysia..

as usual new year at malaysia..

but sadly this year i cant stay long.. :(

kinda feel bad though...

i will only be able to stay till 16th cos 17th late night i am flying off to melborne le..

hopefully it will be a fun study trip :)

and i will be back on the 22th..

after which i only have one week to rest till my attachement starts.. OMG..

time passes damn fast!!

wish me best of luck for mt attachement..

i am sure i will learn alot throughout the 6 months at capella..

6 months in and out of sentosa.. OMG i think i will get sick of it.. LOL...

hopefully i have a good working experience :)

gonna miss all my close frenz...

especially nina. OMG no one to nonsense with sey...

moreover after attachment still got another sem of school..

without nina is even worse.. ARGH!!

nvm we will survive.. HAHAHA :)

2010-01-28T12:48:00.002+08:00

I love the feeling of morning sun, it makes me feel alive.

It had been so so so damn bloody long since i last update my blog..
anw i canot really rmb wat happen during these period..
i will jus note down whatever i can remember..
it will be in a mess so figure out urself :P i am jus lazy..
pictures will be uploaded if i get the feel.. HAHA

anw i remember NINA BD outing...
it went wonderful...
beside the fact that stupid ATIKA was late :P
so anw we went to 313 "say cheeze" for some cheesecakes
since we were not hungry...
Nina bf Din treated us and he was damn sweeet..
he whisper to me say tat where ever we go today we mus ask the shop to
sing Bd song for nina.. and at "say cheese" the manager was damn nice...
initially din asked if there is anything special fo rBD and he went sry we dont..
but after tat the manager appear with one slice of cheesecake with one candle on top of it..
DAMN NICE!!! :)

after tat we shop around and we went to eat at illuma manhattun fish market..
after tat we shop around den go back le...
it was really a great day and i am glad my darling nina enjoyed herself.. <3
i am also really sry tat on the day of ur early bd celebration with the class
i was actually on the phone and also cried.. sry for not being there when it was ur bd..

beside this big event nth much actually happened...
i don wish to rmb bad events anw.. :)

2010-01-04T14:09:00.002+08:00

Well this is quite ME

i am really indecisive at times..

espeicially when i am asked to make decision on food.. LOL

which i think is really not good... WELL WATEVER!!~~

thats jus me.. u don like me den so be it.. i don give a shit.. HAHAHA

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well jus being random since i saw this picture..

hmmmm.... anw jus came to pin down some random thoughts..

jus happen to be free and my mind is wondering ard..

i'm starting to ask myself..

what exacly is love?

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i bet some will say it is jus simply two person being tgt and spending their life tgt..

well i am nt very sure what love is...

i get to see different couples being so loving together

and they have so much to pen down in their dairy or their blog..

but at times i also see loving couples jus end off their relationship due to small quarrels

and both parties expect each other to change and compromise to each other..

but i always believe that loving someone shld not involve wanting them to be who

i want them to be.. it is loving them for who he or she is.. isn't it??
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

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ok i also dono wat i talkin abt.. LOL..

jus random nonsense..

bye peeps

2010-01-04T10:27:00.002+08:00

:( I am back to school!!!

Hate the feeling of needing to wake up early in the morning..

to add on, there will be UT on the first day of sch... ARGH!! FML

well anw it was nt a good day..

didnt manage to slp well..

went to bed at 11 plus 12..

but i think i fall aslp only at 12 plus 1... :(

and my stupid right eye giving me problem at 3 plus 4am!!!

woke up to wash my eye and have difficult to slp back.. SHIT!!

and i guess i fall aslp only at 5am and woke up at 615am to get ready for sch..

FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

hehe.. i realised i haven been blogging for quite sometime..

and i also realised nowadays ppl are all in christmas mood already..

and it is damn fast.. two more days to christmas le..

well i randomly found this picture online..

find it quite nice.. so i put it up.. :)

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well anw, currently having my holidays.. till 4th jan..

actually it is nt much of a holiday to me or rather to RP students..

cos starting of our sch we will be having UTs already...

HOW NICE!!~~
but so far i have already read through all modules except for FA and Practicum..

i heard from nina the practicum pre-reading DAMN HELL LOTS!!

die die mus start le..

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Apart from school stuffs...

i did manage to enjoy a little during my holidays..

managed to SLP SLP SLP SLP SLP like hell lots...

manage to eat quite alot also..

manage to do a little shopping too..

BUT I NV MANAGE TO SPEND TIME OUT WITH FRENX!!

ARGH!!!! angry...

cos my mama is being a bad ass... she so call grounded me..

she control me don let me go out -.-

so sad lor.. i 19 years old le leh.. HMP!!!

nvm!!! no choice.. my mama wat.. hiazz.....

well basically tat is so much i can talk abt..

bye for now.. hehehe take care peeps

2009-12-09T15:18:00.000+08:00

Some overdue pictures :)

2009-12-09T15:12:00.002+08:00

HAHHAAHA!! take a look at this...

this is how nonsense me and nina can be...

and guess wat.. i have a best fren whose chinese is hell good..

and she have a best fren who can speak malay as well... HAHAHAHAH

our nonsense do not end at all.. after sch go home msn still same.. AHHAHAHAHAHHA

really love her hell lots...

today she left sch early and left me alone.. SAD!!!!

but nvm she is enjoying herself dating.. i shall forgive her.. HAHAHAHA...

2009-12-08T15:02:00.003+08:00

My one and only PEPX best fren!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me with the wonderful couple <3

THE WONDERFUL 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3

OVERDUE PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!

There are more jus lazy to upload

2009-12-08T09:24:00.003+08:00

This the the picture for the day...

i always carry this thought in my head...

i think everyone should think positive and move forward..

thinking on how they can be better each and overday.. :)

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anw i realise quite long i didn't blog..

hehe.. was kinda busy enjoying my life..

despite some ups and downs..

well i will jus blog what i can rmb..

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

ok i rmb i quarrel with my mum and brother...

i went out with foo wen, nina and din..

we went to changi terminal 3 for flea market

den foo wen went to off and we 3 went to expo for loreal sales

after tat foo wen came to fetch us and we went to search for ice cream chef

and we ate ice cream and slack awhile..

den foo wen send nina and her bf to tan tock seng hospital and we went off..

as usual i cant decide where got go so end up he decide.. HAHAHAH

we went out slack till 8 plus den go home le..

i will upload some photos soon..

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Basically i am quite satisfied with my life for now i guess...

much things happened and i am starting to miss my nina every single second..

cos next year wont see her in sch le.. :(

different batch for attachment!!!!!

WA NO MORE PEPX BEST FREN!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!

nvm!! i can always call and meet her up.. HMP!!!!! LOL~~

well anw holiday is APPROACHING!! WOHOOOOOOO!!!

shioknessssssssssssssssss

but i will be working ba hopefully... :)

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Note to myself :

Ng Cheng Yi,

u are really fortunate and lucky and blessed...

u need to learn to me much more independent...

you need to reflect more and move forward each and everyday...

improve improve and improve..

be ignorance of any nonsense or any other crap that enters ur life..

cherish those u love <3>

STEP ON IT!!! NTH IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!

2009-11-26T12:57:00.002+08:00

I always repeat this phrase in my mind

i think it is so so so true.

i guess everyone shld slow down and really think of the journey

instead of jus charging towards the destination

but yet not enjoying the journey..

be it in a r/s or towards own goals...

the journey is so much more impt than the destination.

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well anw

CSS PROM 09 is officially over..

i hope all of them had a blast!!!

COS I DID!!!!

it was jus great to see so many commonwealthian together..

i think that during the whole event only me and yilian

were like ultimate hyper.. HAHAH..

we camwhore, we sing, we dance, we run in and out of ballroom

and we even asked the staffs working at Amara hotel to join in .. HAHAHAHA

they are really nice people..

well overall i guess it is a success..!!!! ^^

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2009-11-23T10:25:00.003+08:00

Yes, i am in love with a dream..

basically my weekends was alright...

anw last friday was our last day with Ms Sue.. :(

we simply love her hell lots...

we enjoyed our last lesson with her..

and i am sure we will have outings with her as well.. ^^

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well anw for saturday i was out with ck for shopping and makan trip..

first stop was IKEA..

we ate pasta with meatballs, chicken wings, Daim cake and cheesecake..

I SWEAR i was ultimately full...

and yet ck was forcing me to eat the hotdogs..

but i cannot take it le so we skipped tat..

after which we went to Anchor point for shopping..

ck bought pedro shoe..

after tat we went to ION.. shop around and ck bought black jeans..

we went far east and he bought his vest...

den lastly we went vivo to walk walk...

So nice of me to acc him whole day.. walk alot and eat alot.. LOL
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As for sunday...

i went for prom meeting to settle the registration list..

and left for aiport at 745pm and jus nice when i reach there

the plane jus landed PHEW.. i thought i was late..

so anw i was on time.. hehe..

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so practically nth much lo.. and today is monday..

but no monday blues.. <3

2009-11-17T12:25:00.002+08:00

To all those who are having difficulties making a choice,

look at this picture and listen to what ur heart have to say...

and when u really open up and listen to what ur heart really wants

u will be able to find the answer....

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Anw i jus post it randomly.. lol...

cos at times i do face situations whereby i cant make a decision..

and for me i often get affected by what others might think and say...

but in order to decide on one decision and be happy,

i will have to put those aside and really listen to my heart

and find out what i really want..

my mom always tell me that i should really starting thinking what i myself really want

rather den listen to others or think of others before myself...

sounds selfish but sometimes it is true...

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well~~~

as for today....

lesson is on FA!!! as usual i hate math and i suck at it...

so i will have to really think alot.. LOL

and worse thing is CRAMPS!! omg!!!

i seriously think my red aunt gonna pay me a visit soon... hahahha

but anw after sch gonna go for bowling and shopping session

with NINA darling...

will update more next time :)

bye peeps...

2009-11-16T09:53:00.003+08:00

I dream of a dream so sweet

but yet a dream that is so unexpected..

with the same dream,

does it means anything??

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well anw these few days nth much happen..

Friday night went to JP walk walk with YP

and waited till 9 plus 10pm for jennifer to come..

we had supper at macs..

talked quite alot..

it was quite a long time since we met up and chit chat and catch up..

anw it was a meet up cos yp cant make it for jen de bd on sat..

but i jus joined them since i am free..

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so anw saturday evening went to bugis to meet

up with the FiveOne gals... and ck is the only guy.. haha

anw we ate at The Manhuttan Fish Market..

and after that i went to Zouk for song hui BD..

first time clubbing and i kinda dislike it..

maybe cos i went with the wrong ppl

and wrong club.. cos it was TRANS music all the way!! OMG!!!

but it was indeed an experience though...

managed to see new couple MAKING OUT jus behind me..

lol!!!!! but anw i left at130 cos its too bored..

and i am PISSED i swear...

well only 3 ppl knows what happen..

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anw i will like to thanx CK for listen to me rant all the way from zouk

till i board the bus... LOL!!!!

and special thanx to a wonderful fren

who called me from dubai jus to talk to me make sure i am home safely..

love u guys..

2009-11-09T13:46:00.002+08:00

" Whole new day"

This is how bright my morning is.. hehe...

it was jus a plain bet and i didn't expect it to come true..

hahahah..

can u imagine early monday morning when ur damn alarm ring

and u really feel damn reluctant to get off bed...

jus nice when u open ur eyes u see a text message from someone who care for u??

jus greeting u and wishing u have a great day...

and telling u tat u won the bet

but who knows when u came out from shower the door bell rings.. (MAC delivery)

and to ur surprise u didn't win the bet at all

and ur monday breakfast really appeared at ur doorstep..

most touching part is tat the person is actually overseas..

how nice can my frenx ard me be..!!! <3

i jus simply love surprises... it nv fails to make my day.. ^^

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Anw for today it is HIS lesson..

it went alright... jus go through RR..

and we start our HIS practical test...

it went alright.. ^^

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OOO YA this part is specially dedicated to my darling SUNSHINE and her SMILEY

HAPPY 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO U TWO!!!

u two are really damn suepr ultimate sweet... ^^

best wishes to u two..

LAST FOREVER K!!!! <3

Note to smiley :

eh stop it with ur lemon barley k!! HAHAH really make me LMAO!!

AND DON U DARE BULLY SUNSHINE!!!

i make sure i make u suffer!!! lol....

and always rmb every single second she is thinking of u..

so don left her hanging there worrying for u.. ^^

i bet u two had been through alot..

which bring u two closer and stronger..

STEP ON IT!!! i waiting for ur wedding invitation.. <3

2009-11-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hospitality Information System Ut1 is over!!!
now got 2 Uts down le.. yeah..
well basically today de practical lesson was fun...
housekeeping is fun and miss sue's lesson is LOVED!!!
and i realised our class dirty minded de wor!! LOL~~~
shall nt elaborate further..
overall jus enjoy the lesson alot^^
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after lesson went to meet yp at market de KFC for dinner..
super long nv see her since she went for china study trip..
well as usual we talk and catch up quite alot..
and she bought clothes back from china for me.. <3 nice nice...
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so after at rush home and put my stuffs and changed..
den go over meow hse for Spicy and sour soup my godma cook..
DAMN NICE!!! slack till 10 plus den now at home.. hahaha
gonna rest my brain den start studying maybe tml or the day after ba.. hehhehe
anw take care people. ^^

2009-11-04T20:40:00.002+08:00

Basically ystd and today was really great..
ystd after sch went marina bowling with nina and atika..
i was rather down tat day and both of them seriously arh nonsense to the max..
don wanna laugh also difficult sia... HAHAHAHA
anw we were laughing all the way..
and i am the laughing stalk cos i suck at bowling..
i keep cleaning the drain.. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH CMI..
and my darling nina is quite good at it but when she bowl arh KANG KANG ONE!!!
leg keep open shop HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..
and mine like damn lady like the hand will have the CC kind of action LOL
DAMN RETARDED!!!

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As for today...
skipped class and went to play pool with
NINA
RIKA
SYAKIRAH
SHAKILA
ALAN
SHAK
JT
ALAN CLASSMATE (MUSHROOM)
i really enjoyed myself..
cos its like a time out for me.. hehe..
won 3 games SHIOKNESS!!! pay back to my loss in bowling.. LOL
after tat went home lo...
open door and mama raise up his right hand
i was like WTF!!!!
den she was like i have two small bones cracked cos i fell down..
i was damn shocked and worried..
even though she was mean to me at times but no matter wat she is the one
who gave birth to me and brought me up well...
so i had to complete the hsework and stuffs...
i guess it will last 1 week or so... sianxxxx
but nvm can train me to be a good wife next time.. HAHAHAHAHA

so basically these is wat happened these two days...^^
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on another note..
i wanna thanx my darlings for being there when i really needed someone..
THANX NINA,ATIKA and also FATIN!!!! <3
nv fails to listen to my rantings...
and also thanx to ALAN as well...
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special thanx to Dubai Devil...
really did cheer me up alot
even though u are at dubai...
really means alot to me ^^
no worries people.... i will stand strong.. <3

2009-11-02T13:09:00.003+08:00

I WANNA SEE AURORA LA!!!!

But can only be seen at the north or south poles..

SUPER NICE TO THE MAX!!!!

before i die i wanna see it at least once.. hehe

oo ya anw as usual mondays!!

but today surprisingly NO MONDAY BLUES!!! wohooooo

i am getting better each and everyday..

cos i am getting numb of it...

the more u want it the more i am nt gonna say or do it..

HAHA TAKE TAT!!!
well anw OPMS is pissing me off so damn laggy...

other den tat my day was alright...

ooo ya forget to mention

KARMA IS REALLY 360 degree!!!!

at the instant OMG THE FEELING IS LIKE SHIOK!!!

hahahahhahahahahahhaha..

well well well anw today i keep sayin the sentence

"YOU ARE PISSING ME OFF YOU KNOW"

but as usual i cant be serious de... after i say that sentence jokingly and i will laugh

after i say tat...

This is wat nina typed out when i went to adjust the air con for her..

"i wanna say that i love nina truly. love her muahh!"

THICK SKIN TO THE MAX!!!!

but nvm it is really the truth though!!! <3

well so far so much to say LOL

oo ya nt forgetting today is gonna be a long day sian..

after sch have to go photoshoot till 6 plus.. :'( how i wish i got private chauffeur

den can fetch me back home... lazy to take trasport..

well too bad so sad.. HAHA

bye peeps.. update soon..

2009-11-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

Rainy days are LOVED!!!!

these few days it had been raining cats and dogs

but i love it cos when slping at night it is very cooling...

well anw to update on some happenings,,

friday was practicum ut1..

i think our class did well.. ^^

after ut went home den ard 7 plus went over to meows' house..

cos her parents went overseas and they asked me to go over..

so i stayed over for that night...

we ate mac delivery..

talked abt dance...

which bring back lots of my memories of ballet lesson.. HAHAHHA

was laughing at the past...

end up i slpt at 1 plus...

next day woke up at 10 plus in the morning..

online till 1 plus meow woke up and she cooked udon for me... <3

den we sat at the usual kitchen table.. talked abt many things..

after tat evening meet up with meow and her family for dinner

at imm de ichiban..

it was great dinner.. heheehe

and now i am home slackin..

gonna slp soon...

anw tat is so far wat hapened these few days...

bye peeps

2009-10-28T21:59:00.003+08:00

I suppose this is how i look today? as in the expression on my face.

I really didn't knw i look unhappy or troubled...

till yun hai asked me "jessie, u bu kai xing ma? kan ni yang zi hen yen shu"

meaning "jessie are u unhappy? cos u look stern"

i was really shocked cos yunhai is not the type tat will ask abt someone..

even alan was shocked.. LOL.

Nina was telling me online as well.. sayin tat i look unhappy.

den alan tell me online as well saying i sound sian..

woah... all these ppl can see but i myself didn't know.. hahaha

well anw i guess i am fine to a certain extend... ^^

everyday is a new day so mus think positive..

nth much to talk abt..
lessons everyday..
and today after class first to chiong out of class and rush to sec sch..
today is the prom night ticket issuing...
was real rushing but managed to reach on time..
4th nov will be second issue..
so ya have to plan again..
AND YA I AM HAVING GIDDINESS!!! SHIT MAN!!!
ok random -.- but wa really hate it.. hopefully tml feel better..
nitex ppl

2009-10-25T18:23:00.002+08:00

Hey people..

came to update abt ystd..

practically ystd was accompanying one of my aunts' staff who came from cambodia

for shopping at jp...

i saw her once at cambodia when i go over for holiday..

and now i see her i thought it will be awkard.. end up we were like best friends..

shopping ard and chit chat..

she end up buyin lots of things...

3 tops from OP, plus 2 more tops.

4 pairs of shoes, one from charles and keiths and 1 bag from charles and keiths as well..

4 belts and 1 necklace.. OMG!! she shop like nobody business.. HAHAHA

the bag tat she bought was really nice.. cost like 50 bucks!!!

well anw was nice meeting her again.. enjoy talkin to her..

on the other note..

i am sick!! @_@

i think the weather is making me sick..

i think i might catch a cold.. siannnn

well anw currently at my dearest karlyn hse..

going over to vivo to have our dinner soon..

lucky i finished studying for Practicum and HIS ut..

left with my resume.. dono how to start..

well nvm nina shall help me out.. ^^

bye peepss

2009-10-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

In life there are really many different type of ppl

with different characters etc..

and ystd i really encounter and saw the typical kind of ppl.

this is wat happened..

i was in the bus 334 as usual going home..

i was sitting at the seats that faced each other..

and there was this sec sch malay guy standing and he was really sick..

he was coughing and coughing so hard and as if he is gonna vomit..

so an aunty who is sitting diagonally infront of me on my right

gave up her seat to him..

At first i thought the aunty so nice..

after tat he say to her fren in chinese

"faster move inside or maybbe i shld alight and take the other bus instead.."

at that instant i jus roll my eyes sia..

den nvm she jus stand there first since there is no room for her to move..

after tat i offered a packet of tissue paper to the guy..

den the aunty say to me

"aiyo xiao mei, u better get down or move behind cannot joke ard he cough damn serious."

den i jus smile smile..

omg la, how typical can ppl be sia.. @_@

WELL anw jus randomly wanna share that..

cos i really haven seen so typical de ppl before..

so anw..

thursday after sch went for the RHC casting thingy..

it is actually an interview for some SOH covergirl/guy and ambassador thingy..

there are 4 facilitators plus oen video cam sia!!! wth..

but good thing is they went 3 by 3 for the interview.. phew..

so anw jus see how lor..

results will be out before tuesday i guess..

as for today...

it is practicum lesson as usual..

learnt abt handling guest complains etc...

and i seriously love the role play practise sessions with my team mates..

always act as difficult and stucked up guest when one another is handling..

super funny... and denise made new names for atika, me and nina...

our names changed to "Three, Annoying, Kid" respectively.. LOL..

cos denise is acting as our mother and we are making reservation for a tour...

and yun hai was having a hard time making us shut up..

cos we three was like making noise

"MUMMY!!! go sentosa!!! nonono ZOOO!! Singapore flyers also!!!"

HAHAHAHAHAHA!! damn funny.. but was super fun..

and after class today went for the ritz thingy

they issue us our certificate of participation thingy...

den went causeway with nina for dinner and walk ard..

we were suppose to go to town for shopping

but the ritz thing end late.. and nina waited for me for an hour plus :P

THANX DARLING!! hahahaha..

outing with her as usual damn idiotic the both of us.. hahaha

well nina u know i know eh!!! ^^

this is roughly wat i did past two days..

well i will update more soon ^^

bye peeps..

2009-10-22T09:27:00.002+08:00

Today i am gonna only blog about DENISE LOO YI YING from my class E54J!!!!

Reason being she had been asking ppl to blog abt her with her name in our post!!!

so here it goes..

She is a person who looks innocent and quiet..

but arh once open the mouth arh!! wa gone case :P

and when she laugh OMG the whole class will laugh...

her face will also turn super red when she laugh... HAHA

and she have weird fetish tat is to smell ____

HAHHAHHHA..

and her addicted face i swear is damn funny....

She also like to bully ppl.. especially me, fatin and nina..

but actually other than that she is a nice fren.. ^^

so far this is wat i have to say abt her..

if have more i will update..

DENISE u happy now!!?? lol :P

2009-10-21T20:04:00.003+08:00

This is so true and well said..

everyone who is feeling bad or etc look at this and think through..

Well anw nth much happen..

ystd was finance and accounting..

at first it is KILLING ME I SWEAR!!

with all the debit credit and balancing of the thingy!!

but after some practise actually it is quite alright..

and for today is service smth smth module.. LOL

was alright.. jus talk abt how customer feedbacks etc help the hotel..

after sch went to causewau BK to eat dinner with NINA DARLING...

den went home..

tats all lo..

tml will be F&B module..

chef edie's class cfm fun.. LOL

after sch need to go for the SOH stars casting thingy...

heard tat it is an interview with one vid cam and 4 facilitators OMG

cfm anyhow one hahahah...

well jus want it to end den can go home.. till 6 sia -.-

sians...

anw i have no inspiration on what to blog so jus end le.

HAHAA bye..

2009-10-20T13:16:00.002+08:00

"Ultimately, I'm looking for someone I can talk to about anything and everything, who I don't have to filter myself around, someone I can cry in front of or tell my biggest fears or more embarassing secrets, someone who I know isn't judging me, and who, in return, will open up to me. There's plenty that goes on in my head that I don't share with even my closest friends. It's rare to find someone I can truely let go with, but that's what i want in the future: someone who lets me be me."

This is truely wat i want...

this is the kind of love...

2009-10-19T08:59:00.004+08:00

Morning ppl.. ^^

Today i didn't had monday blues..

i started of my morning with laughter together with sunshine (nina)..

she is like my motivation to come to school..

we can talk abt anything and everything...

we will nv run out of things to talk abt..

she was there when i needed someone badly..

she listen and absorbs what i say..

she doesn't jump into conclusion...

she think and analyse situations for me...

she nv fails to make me smile..

she is really like my sunshine.... ^^

anw ystd afternoon i went to marina and had lunch with dad and brother

since dad is sending brother to work...

it was great to actually had lunch together..

after lunch i asked dad to send me to gombak..

reason being nina text me before i leave hse askin me to go over

as she needed someone to pour out to before her race..

so i rushed down and i am glad i am able to make her smile and ready for her race..

so after the race i went to my darling meow house..

had chit chat session at her small kitchen table as usal..

and after dinner i went home..

it's a short time but i enjoyed myself..

and i know we miss each other alot.. hehehe ^^

will plan an outing soon :)

Bye peeps..

2009-10-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

Guess wat..!!

i jus woke up not long..

i didn't know i was that tired...

ystd night i went to slp at around 2am and today i woke up at afternoon 1 plus..

thereafter, i did housewor.. sweeping and mopping..

den i went to bathe... by the time it was 3 plus...

and since no one is home cos mama went tioman and dad was workin..

i had cooked maggie as usual.. :(

jus nice when i was cookin, daddy came back..

DAMN!! a little too late cos he wanted to bring me out to eat..

but nvm he ought to be tired anw..

so after i eaten slack as usual.. Fb-ing, online talking..

toll i get bored and i went to slp at 6 plus and i woke up at 8 plus jus now..

woah.. i am like wasting my saturday..

but well nth to do also..

getting bored of singapore.... haha

basically that is what i did today.. HAHAH slping!!!

well anw bye peeps..

take care ^^

2009-10-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

Even though sometimes these three words take quite sometime to reach you,

always rmb that at least it will eventually reach to you..

it is nv too late..

sometimes you jus need some patience..

mine reaches me slow..

it is as if it was mailed to me from another place far away..

but i know it will eventually reach me and it did.. ^^

i am glad it did... :)

2009-10-15T15:11:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR I AM BLOODY PISSED!!!

some ppl are being guilty conscious..
which allow me to confirm who the hell they are.. HAHA..
thanx arh.. ^^
maybe u guys can go ahead and be a little bit bitch-er
(MIND MY ENGLISH, i am nt english educated and i am nt tat rich to go for tuition etc..)
well anw cant cfm who they are till i overheard them actually bitching abt me..
i don jump into conclusion jus like tat, i think and observe before i bitch abt ppl..
most impt i don go ard spreading or putting words into ppl's mouth..
or sayin things tat the ppl didn't do.. *OUCH!!*
well watever..
i am innocent i know it myself..
i didn't do wat u guys said i did
and it is imposible between me and him cos he is SO SO SO not my type..
and i don like the kind of guy that U like..
if i do i will jus be degrading myself.. *double ouch*
well anw..
i am done venting it out..

by the way, u guys already reach my limit..
abit more u will be crossing the line.

2009-10-15T09:03:00.002+08:00

I feel like wearing back those ballet shoes...

ystd i was telling my mum that i wanna take back my classes..

and that day i saw my ballet teacher appearin in the news,

this makes me feel more like takin back ballet lessons.. DAMN!!!

but i know i wont have the time and energy..

but i am tryin to organise my time..hopefully i will be able to do tat..

so as i was saying, i told my mum about it.

and she went "u can meh?? i also nv see you dance ballet before.."

that make me think...... true arh my parents nv watch me dance before..

and my reaply to her was "ya since when u come for my performance..??"

it was rather sad to think of that.. hmmmm nvm watever..

well anw these few days nth much happen..

sch as usual..

and currently thinkin if i shld accept the 6 months job..

at marriot hotel as Guest Relation Officer (GRO)

7 dollars per hour leh.. and the workin time is alright..

and its only on weekend...

i guess most likely me, nina and siti is gonna take up the job..

good good den i got cash!! hahaha..

so anw besides these nth much lo...

2009-10-10T09:10:00.003+08:00

All i can say is THIS WEEK WAS A ROUGH WEEK!!!!
to hell with those bitched and bastards....
and to hell to those who listen and believe...
no one in the right mind will think tat it is true...
and the person whom is suppose to believe me and trusted didn't did so..
i was damn shocked...
jus because a group of ppl say they saw watever they saw and den the person doubt me..
this is how much trust the person had in me.. now i know.. it was hurtful..

to all the idiots,
if u wanna make me cry
u succeded.
if u wanna make me angry
u succeded.
if u wanna make the person doubt me and believe u guys
u obviously succeded.
HOWEVER
if u wanna make me confront u and create a scene
u are nt gonna succeed
if u wanna make more gossips to spoil my reputation
i won't mind cos i know i am innocent and it is nt true.. so go ahead...
u guys are jus too free..
but one advice.. before u bitch abt others.. look at urself first.. *rolls eyes*

Thanx to those who listen to me..
hear my thoughts..
absorb wat i say and believe me even if i didn't told them to..
it was up to them to listen and think and believe...
i really needed u guys ard me these few days.. <3
special thanx to nina!!!!
always her whom i turn to..
she will nv fail to be there.. and she believe me like she wants to..
she absorb all i had to say and think on both sides..
and if i am at fault she will tell me... but this situation it is totally absurb...
thanx babe!!!! i hearts u much much many many!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
who the bitches and bastards are, u knw i knw arh!!! ^_^

2009-10-03T22:57:00.002+08:00

Hey people..
i realise i quite some time nv blog.. well anw also nt much mood to blog..
well anw today was damn random outing with CK...
we went to anchor point...
i went shop shop see see lo... manage to get 3 tops from there..
2 spag and one sleeveless.. all for 25 dollars...
nt bad good deal...

and as usual out with ck means eat!!!
so before we shop at anchor point we ate subway..
den after shop finish we went IKEA and eat desserts..
den after tat walk finish IKEA we ate hotdog bun...
HOW MUCH CAN WE EAT MAN!!.. hahaha..
so end up i kinda skip my dinner.. hehe...
well i manage to rant all out on him.. which is ultra shiok..
and i also realise tat he cannot use touch screen de things.
cos it seems like my new MP4 don like him.. HAHAHAHHA...

well tat is basically wat happen today...
really enjoyed myself.. ^^

well i shall update this place more if i can..
cos now i have yet to get my specs back so i cant see
and i don wanna strain my eyes too much...
^^ take care ^^

2009-09-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

PISSED!! ANNOYED!! IRRITATED!!!!

i dono wat more words to describe.. lol..

early morning go to sch for some photoshoot thing..

wasted half a day jus waiting there till evening den take..

nvm.. after tat went back pack my things

realise the lens of my specs is cracked!!! WTF!!!!

this really pisses me off cos without specs i very xing ku..

and moreover i dono who the hell SHIFTED MY THINGS!!!

i don like ppl anyhow shift my things de lo!!!!

like tat still nvm... daddy came to fetch me den fetch mommy..

and we head over to imm to ge my specs done..

end up NV GET IT DONE!! cos my mama this one cannot tat one cannot!!!

den nvm... i wanted to purchase my ipod nano pink (5th gen) but DON HAVE!!

end up go home feeling damn pissed..

by the way i hate it when ppl go and notice every single thing i do..

keep lookin... as if like a stalker... and showing off when i actually don giv a shit..

tryin to get me to pity them or side them or wat so ever...

and i hate it when ppl keep pulling ties of me with another person...

especially in a sarcastic manner..

in the first place i don need it and i don deserve it..

and wats u guys' prob is not mind so don drag me in...

ARGH!!!!! jus so nt my day!!!

CHAO PPL!!!! if i rant somemore i think keyboard will spoil.. LOL

2009-09-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

answers are sometimes hidden in the wind
its up to a person if he or she can feel it or sense it
sometimes things are jus not meant to be told
or are difficult to be told or said
but if one can use his or her heart in feeling or sensing it
it can be found in the wind..

well i dono why jus feel like saying these.. LOL..
random me... as usual.. ahahha..

anw ppl,
please cherish ur love ones ard u..
cos u wouldn't know when they will jus leave u in jus a split seconds...
show them more care and concern no matter how irritating they can get..
listen to them, talk to them and love them while u still can..
cos reality is cruel.. no one knows when are the ppl around us gonna leave..
u can be still talkin to them for now and after an hour they can jus be gone..
and trust me the feeling sucks!!
try to understand them and pay more attention to them..
especially ur grandparents or any elderly...
:(

"When life had locked me out I turned to you
So open the door
'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true
Nothin' works like you"

2009-09-16T20:45:00.002+08:00

everyone is wearing a mask

there will always be hidden emotions in one

emotions that one doesn't wan2 show

or one is afraid to show...

and some of these emotions are meant to be kept within one..

well jus randomly feel like sayin all these.. LOL

sounds abit emo but actually it is true...

HOME SWEET HOME!! <3

2009-09-15T18:03:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps..

I am back to singapore..

after 4 days in cambodia..

well i guess i grew abit darker ???

my mom say so although i don see a diff...

anw it was rather a nice trip despite the HOT weather...

First day was nth much..

cos we arrived at the evening..

so we went for foot reflexlogy massage..

it was my first time.. rather ticklish.. LOL..

but it was shiok to have ppl massaging me...

at first i thought it was jus a foot massage but it went all the way to thigh

den to arms den to back den to neck den to head.. SHIOK!!!

so anw after tat we went to eat at some place..

we manage to eat unique meats..

so i tried croc and snake meat...

i prefer snake, cos crocs meat are abit bitter..

the texture is similar to beef...

snake meat is softer and kinda chewy as well...

so anw i also manged to catch a glipse of the half grow egg or watever it is..

where by the chick is already in the egg and ppl EAT TAT!! OMG...

i can see the beak and the EYES OF IT!!!..

so i only managed to eat abit of the so call yolk.. LOL..

at least i tried ok!!! lol brave..!!

one of my cousin didn't dare to touch the unique meat hahah...

BUT!!! i didn't get to try the INSECTS!!! damnnnnn

my aunt don allow us.. cos she say is dirty. -.-

siannnnnnnnn.. i will like to at least take a bite..

well i cant really rmb wat day we did wat though...

oo ya we also went to the dono what lake tat look lik a sea instead...

children uses a small plastic basin and act as boat.. LOL..

and the kids carry SNAKES AROUND!!! lol..

the people there live in small huts... damn cozy..

but i guess it will be a difficult life.. haizz...

but its ok i think they are making full use of their life.. :)

NOW

the best part !!!!!!!!!!!!

SPA in the hotel..

went for sea salt body scrub and

aroma oil massage and

sauna

whereby we have to be half naked.. OMG!! damn weird.. lol..

but anw damn shiok..

and its all free.. due to my aunt..

she work there as a tour agency thingy..

so we were treated like VIP sia...

we get the spa package for free..

damn shiok... anw nth much lo.

jus swim, spa watch tv at the hotel..

and visit the 3 temples..

DAMN BIG AND NICE!!

BUT DAMN HOT!!!

if i have a DSR camera i cfm take alot of nice photos..

but nvm the photos i took are still nice.. :P

will update at FB!!! :)

thats all for my trip!! hahaha..

glad i am back here...

<3>

2009-09-06T18:59:00.000+08:00

Some new photos of karlyn <3

2009-09-06T18:51:00.003+08:00

Hey people!!
long time nv blog..lol..
blogger is being a bitch as usual..
well anw nth much actually happen..
mainly outings with my noisy 3 wonder girls, shopping with ping and more relative outings..
nth much... jus eat slp eat slp.. @_@

oo ya caught the movie YEAR ONE ystd..
well nt really nice actually.. abit funny lo..
nth much... as for today nth much..
being a good girl and staying at home..
well i'm thinkin shld i stop blogging le..
cos i suck at blogging.. whenever i see my frenx blog they seems to have alot to blog..
but me jus boring stuffs...
maybe is jus tat i cant put my feelings and thoughts out in words..
due to my sucky english i guess...
well basically i guess my holiday is kinda bored and no life.. LOL.. haahhahaha
nth much to share but only this quote with i find it nice and meaningful..

" The worst way of missing someone is sitting right beside them, knowing that you can't have them" BY MARIAA

2009-09-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

ARGH!! pictureless post..
Due to bitchy blogger.. DAMMIT!!
well basically holiday is quite boring to me.. LOL
more of going out with my baby niece karlyn and her family..
much of going to expo and den go for supper LOL..
think i am so gonna gain weight during holiday.. hahahha
but nvm since tml i have nth to do i shall planned it my WORKOUT day..
LOL.. hopefully i can make it..

i plan to wake up
changed and start walking up and down the stairs of 11 storey..
i think i can only make it up and down like maybe 2 or 3 times.. LOL..
den maybe go to the park for a jog and sit-ups..
HOPEFULLY don rain if rain den bo bian more stairs walking.. HAHAHA..

OOO YA!!
i think i need to look for a job..
worse case work back Toy'rus..
shld be alright.. hmmm
well well shall consider..

so far tats all i can update.. haha
BYE PEEPS

2009-08-28T01:07:00.003+08:00

OUTING WITH MY BITCHES

Here are some of the pictures of todays' outing with my bitches..

HEHEEHEHEH!!!

there are videos as usual but wait till meow edit it den will have it on facebook.. LOL

today meet at meow hse at ard 12 plus...

waited for sherie, she keep complainin tat she look fat and cant decide wat to wear.. LOL

so anw we went to cine first, to eat LJS!!! damn hungry.. HAHHAA

After tat walk around town lo...

basically... i really enjoy my time out with my bitches.. ^^

miss them hell lots.. finally holiday get to meet up with them.. yeah.. lol..

anw didn't managed to buy anything, jus window shop..

sherie is the only one who spend alot of money.. LOL 100+ sia...

den still borrow 40 dollars from me.. tml i shall hang pig head at her door le.. LOL..

so now i am at meow house having a stay over.. WOHOO!!

so long since i have this.. I'M LOVIN IT!! lol...

anw i wanted to blog on tues after i reach home from last UT!!!

but arh blogger KNS ONE LA!! lol...

so ya i nw officially say I AM FREE FROM UTS!!! WOHOOO!!

and my holiday start le!!!! LOL..

ok lame.. AAHHAHAHA...

nth to post le.. BYE.. lol

2009-08-25T12:03:00.003+08:00

PRESENTING!!!~~~

THE WONDERFUL AND LOVELY CARD

MADE BY NINA AND SHA SHA!!!!!

JUST FOR ME!!! MUACKSSSS

I LOVE IT ALOT MAN!!!

it is damn nice la!!!!!

she even made a badge for me!!!

i told her i am gonna wear it on my shirt everyday!! hahah

and go around telling ppl tats my bff.. HAHAHAHAH how nice of me.. LOL...

and i tell u me and nina really link one sia..

our telepathy damn strong la!!!

we wrote the same phrase in the cards!! OMG!!! hahahahahahah

i am so gonna miss her like crazy la!!! :(

i will pray tat we same calss.. WOHOOOO~~~

anw on another note.. THANX SHA SHA!!!!

I SAW THE EVIDENCE OF U MAKING THE CARD.. hahahahhahaha

i shall be nice and thank u here.. heheheh <3>

HAHAHAHAHHAAH :)

ooo ya forget to mention.. i am glad nina love the sunshine carebear i give her.. ^^

telepathy again!! LOL

well anw now i am waiting for my last ut which is at 4.30pm.. @_@

i can only feel freedom at 6pm. OMG!!!!!

after ut i shall have dinner with my nina..

acc her break fast.. heheheh!! <3>

2009-08-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

OMG blogger is damn sickening...
ARGH!!!
anw jus wanna update that TWO UTS ARE DOWN!!!
3 MORE TO GO!! and its holiday!!!
can't wait... but holiday quite busy..
have Training at ritz carlton den will have to work for F1..
hmmmm have to squeeze time for my dearest meow...
i will also have to plan my time for cambodia trip with my cousin..
my aunt sponsering... i guess me and cousin will have to make our way to cambodia
ourselves den meet aunt there.. well shall see how ba..
scared no time.. kind of looking forward to my holiday..
well have to mug damn hard for the other 3 UT.
BYE PEEPS

2009-08-18T09:49:00.003+08:00

Memories are being captured and kept in my heart

YOYO PPL!!!

today is the last lesson for year 2 sem 1!! :(

damn sad.... i will miss my lovely E55P..

especially my darling NINA!!!

UNCLE JT!!!!

WOHOOOO partner, SITI!!!!!!

hahahahahahhahaha... and many many...

THE NONSENSE SHAUNY who gave me Fwatutu name!!! hahahaha

and all the other lovely ppl... like the cheeky but yet gentlemen Ghan Yean.. hahahah

and also all the ppl with fetish.. LOL OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so gonna miss laughing like mad in class with my darlings!!!!

the time pass damn fast la... it feels as if it is the first day of sch.. DAMN!!

anw i will really miss u guys... ^^

<3<3>3

2009-08-17T15:42:00.002+08:00

HEY PPL!!!

haizzz saddd.. tml is last day of lessons le!! OMG!!!

so damn fast la!!!

Anw nowadays nth much to blog about..

cos i have been busy studying..

jus tat sat night went to Jp for dinner with aunt and mama..

jus nice karlyn family was there too..

so i managed to se karlyn!!! hehehe BEST!!

OOO YA i manage to take some photos of her again...

will post it later... hehehehe...

and i seriously needt o save up for shopping man!!!

i am getting bored of my wardrobe le.. LOL...

and i saw one heels from Charles and Keith.. OMG DAMN NICE!!!

my aunties and cousin also say nice.. hahaha OMG!!!

ok random.. WELLL nth to update leh...

some things are not meant to be said here.. so TOO BAD!! lolll

BYE

2009-08-14T08:57:00.004+08:00

Ok for ur information this picture is nt crying is laughing damn hard..

HAHAH.. when i laugh i always look like this too...

well ystd was really really damn fun...

went to watch Where Got Ghost....

DAMN FUNNY !!!!! ok maybe my XIAO DIAN damn low.. LOL..

but really damn funny.. and some part is shocking...

and i think the time pass damn fast... mus be becos i really enjoyed myself..

Hey people, jus nw went site visit..

was damn boring la.. and it's damn hot!!

the air con macham SPOIL SIA.. den NO FAN KNS

but any throughout the whole thing we nv really listen..

our class was like cam whoring la...

and today is like the BUTT day...

damn funnyyyy... nina was walking behind siti and she whack her butt..

den she act nth happen and jus nice shaun was behind siti and he smiled at her

when she turn back.. so siti thought is him HAHAHAHHAHA..

he was being accused like mad till nina told the truth.. HAHAHAHA

the second attempt she squeeze sia OMG u shld see siti face!!

classic to the max la!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

overall it was fun having site visit with wonderful class..

shall upload some photos if i have them.. LOL...

bye ppl...^^

2009-08-12T13:19:00.004+08:00

I feel sad suddenly...

cos i suddenly feel tat it had been a long time since i actually go CRAZY with meow..

after looking at the video that she edited, the one we went vivo..

like what sherie commented, we look like happy girls..

miss those times.. going out and doing random stuffs and laughing at ourselves... HAHAH

really can see that we are happy in the video..

which make me MISS SPENDING TIME WITH MY MEOW~~

Whenever i am feeling sian or wat i look at the video it will cheer me up.. haha

i am so gonna squeeze time in my holiday jus for her...

ton over at her hse is a MUST!!!!!! gonna spend those nights

whereby we will eat good food in the middle of the night...

talk non stop about everything and anything.. :)

i will definitely plan time for her!!!! special right.. HAHAHAHA...

anw today is marketing lesson and i so hate it..

so damn boring... lOL...

moreover today is so call a summary of all the 15 lesson..

which make it worse...

and today only got two teams!! hahahah..

all zhao..

i and nina suppose to zhao but arh i cant...

saddd.. sry nina!!! :(

i will make it up to u k!!! ^^

anw today after school gonna stay back and study...

hopefully i will be able to make use of my time well.. hehe..

yuppx so far only these things to update.. ^^

bye peeps...

OOO YA forget to mention...

i am so proud of myself.. i can draw using the touchpad of my lappy.. hahaha

let me show u...

Please compare.. hahaha mine is the black one..
SO much better!!!
cuter sia!!! and with more details... got smell emitting and also flies.. hahahahah
and it can cheer ppl up also... ^^
hehehehe...
ok BYE

2009-08-11T13:58:00.002+08:00

Music makes me alive...

come to think of it i think i cant survive without music..

hahahaah... there will be echo in my head..LOL...

well anw i am so bored..

today CRM quite slack...

jus have to present 2 slides from 6p for each team..

so i am here blogging.. damn bored..

hmmmmm

cant think of anything to blog abt.. hahahaha

my mugging time gonna start soon...

siannnnzzzzzz... LOL

well i seriously dono wat to type le..

HAHAHAHAH stupid post.. LOL...

BYE PPL.

2009-08-11T11:49:00.002+08:00

Some outdated photos.. hahaha

mainly is karlyn ^^

2009-08-09T00:21:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT IS NT MY DAY AFTER ALL!!!!

for those who dono what BYOP means in pasir ris park...

it is BRING YOUR OWN PIT!!!

so don ever booked tat place...

it is jus a piece of GREEN GRASS!!!

Today i was rather pissed off by many things..

first thing is missing my beauty slp...

second is change of plans.. i hate last min changes...

next is going to buy all the food with only 3 man power to settle...

den after tat need to cab to pasir ris park and walk so long to find the "PIT"

and we two girls and one guy carrying everything under the sun

and sweating like PIG!!!

den finally reach e place and realise not pit at all...

nvm tat one no choice... but we waited for 2 HOURS!!! with the heat of the sun..

even though we were under shelter but with ants and flies..

den after tat the food spoiled -.-

more worse HP low batt have to use JT phone..

den till syakirah lend me a spare phone..

den after tat me and nina bathe and went off...

i got family stuff... plus i know if i stay den i wont enjoy cos my mood nt good already..

sorry E55P... and watever i say no offence to anyone..

jus tat i feel it is nt well planned..

i will planned another one with the help of others too!!! ^^

anw i whine finish le i go slp le..

nitexx

2009-08-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps..

i came here to vent out some pek check-ness...

so for those who don like can jus ignore LOL...

anw...

I AM DEAD TIRED TODAY!! OMG!!!

woke up at 615am for sch.. den whole day listen to DR abuan talk OMG!!!

she one presentation can talk for 30mins sia!!! we only got 3 teams yet end same time.. WTH!!

den after sch went to IMM for dinner with CK den wait for others to arrive..

den song hui started the meeting... till ard 8 plus finish i think..

den i reach home 9 plus... den bathe and lay on bed for 10mins before sotong wake me up..

i normally wont take a nap of 10 mins de lor i will finish my stuffs den slp de leh..

OMG this shows how dead tired i am... so anw woke up and jus nice YP came..

returned my my blazer and talk abit den she went to see BBALL le...

den i finish my Rj like not long ago..

after tat settle and look through the list of things for tml BBQ...

was rather pek chek cos no CONFIRMED plan on what shld i buy..

things was rather scattered to different ppl incharging of diff thing but nv cfm is wat..

so GY cfm with me jus a moment ago..

so tml have to leave hse at ard 1pm after JT reach my hse...

to buy the STUFFS den head to fetch darling nina and her siblings den go over le...

ARGH!!! and my FLU IS BACK!! always at night!! dammnnnnnn

HATE IT!! LALALALLA

OKAY I AM DONE COMPLAINING!!

and taken my panadol..

gonna turn in for the night le.. tml is a long day..

NITEX PPL ^^

2009-08-07T10:20:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE!!!!!~~

Today is FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHICH MEANS SATURDAY IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!

WHICH MEANS E55P BBQ COMING!!! YEAH!!! cant wait......

Saturday is so gonna be my day... yeah!!!

Anw i happen to browse through deviantart..
i saw this picture.. i smile la, it's so damn cute.. hahahaha...

ooo yaaaaa!!today our class only got like 12 ppl -.-
pathetic sia.. my dear nina is sick... :(
class without her like omg no fun la!!!!!!
but lucky i am same team as siti today.. haha got ppl to nonsense with me...
NINA PLEASE GET WELL SOON!!!!
if nt tml BBQ u cannot eat alot of things!!!!!
anw this is so much i have to say..
bye peeps.. ahhahaha

2009-08-06T11:16:00.002+08:00

Lip Balm is loved!!

These few days i had beeing using lip balm..

lips so dry nowadays.. sian....

i need to stock up my lip balm.. finishing soon..

WELLLL and today is culinary!!!!

and the problem is so dry today... OMG..

about menu so boring.. nt as if i will become a manager in a restaurant or wat sia...

damn bored!!~~~

to make it worse.. i am slightly sick....

and i cant wait for sat!!! which makes me feel tat the day pass damn slow.. @_@

i have the strong URGE TO ZHAO!!

but cannot... i tahan only.. hahahahaha...

go home early also nth to do besides studying for UT3.. SIAN...

well so far nth much to update..

BYE...LOL

2009-08-05T13:24:00.003+08:00

BORING WEDNESDAY!!~~

Well, today is marketing module..
the slackest day of all... too slack till become boring.. LOL..
Woke up feeling tired and practically dragging myself to go to sch lo...
so far nth much happen for today.

These few days was rather filled with emotions..
both sour and sweet... ^^
it wasn't easy to come up with an ans when i know tat i will hurt someone...
It wasn't easy to hide emotions and feelings...
its hard but i am glad everything is over.. hehe..

Thought one will give up but yet no.. one reach out...

2009-08-04T14:06:00.001+08:00

One song that i find it nice and meaningful

"Hold on To The Night"
Richard Marx

Just when I believed I couldn't ever want for more.
This ever changing world pushes me through another door.
I saw you smile
And my mind could not erase the beauty of your face
Just for a while,
Won't you let me shelter you.

Hold on to the night
Hold on to the memory
I wish that I could give you something more,
That I could be yours

How do we explain
something that took us by surprise
Promises in vain
Love that is real, but in disguise
What happens now
Do we break another rule, let our lovers play the fool?
I don't know how to stop feeling this way

Hold on to the night
Hold on the memory
If only I could give you more...

Well, I think that I've been true to everybody else but me
And the way I feel about you makes my heart long to be free
Every time I look into your eyes I'm helplessly aware
That the someone I've been searching for is right there

Hold on to the night
Hold on to the memory
I wish that I could give you more....
Hold on to the night

2009-08-03T22:18:00.003+08:00

hmm hey ppl...

today after sch went for ritz carlton interview for the F1 thingy..

it went alright....

after tat jiu head to je meet CK for dinner..

I AND HIM HAD SO MUCH TO CATCH UP!!

and we were talking and talking den suddenly speak of the devil sia..!! hahahahah

OMG!!! and i was like as red as an apple man!!!

and he was laughing his way.. DAMN BAD...

well anw it's between us.. LOL.. damn funny..

he was enduring to my nonsense throughout.. LOL..

cos i didn't get enough slp so i was rather hyper lol.. those who know me shld know hahah..

so after dinner we walk around den went home le..

the journey home was rather long today...

hmmmm well secret..

oo ya anw i was watching the channel U final epi of a hk show..

they guys said this phrase to the girl

"爱一个人不是他说对就对，是要真正地为他着想"

i find this phrase rather meaningful and nice..

ok random.. but anw i shall try to get some slp.. ^^

nitex ppl...

Don't give up..

please don't...

2009-08-03T11:33:00.003+08:00

I totally agree with this man!!!

I WAN FRIDAYS!!!! ARGH!!!!

mondays really sucks... always have mondays blues.. HATE IT...

and my monday is totally very blue...

woke up early to make up for the stupid interview...

den today crm is nt christine khoo...

ARGH!!!! and today i cant go hip hop lesson!!!!! IRRITATED!!!!

i seriously need my dance lesson next week sia...

thats where i can really put my mind off everything and anything...

for once i think i shld love monday LOL...

anw my weekends arh alright lor

quite nice and sweet...

sat was su maw bd...

so we went JP and eat Pizza hut..

after eating i went home change den go out again..

den after tat go home le lo...

for sunday went out with sotong

till night 10 plus reach home...

den make agar agar..

AND!! i have a small burnt on my right tumb.. KNS..

but ok la nt pain.. last time always kena de.. lol..

so i managed to go slp at 1am...

lalalala... hmmmmm i dono wat to say le.. LOL..

2009-08-01T23:50:00.004+08:00

YO peeppssss...

hahaha... wellll wellll wellll....

ystd was friday...

after sch met up with two of my rangers.. ELLE AND CLARISSA..

super long nv see them le!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we went causeway to eat pizza hut.. and we had a great catch up session.. ahhaha

anw after tat i went home..

and as i was reaching home i saw my parents going out..

they going to my aunt place to see my niece karlyn...

i got the urge to go but i was in formal damn sian... so i went home bathe and do rj all..

after tat i was thinkin if i shld go to my aunt hse...

so i called and jus nice my parents finish their dinner and was gonna leave for aunt hse..

so they came over and fetch me too... YEAH!!

so when i reach there my mood instantly become damn happy.. hahah

cos whenever i see karlyn arh cannot help it but smile hahha..

she damn CUTE!!! so i carry her and talk to her make her smile..

den after tat at 11 plus my cousin say wanna go mustafa..

do we went lor.. wa the smell!!!!~~~~ tsk tsk tsk...

anw i think at mustafa they have everything tat u need lor.. jus tat the ppl there oMG!!

so end up reach home at 1 plus 2am... @_@

anw for today is SUMAW BD!!!!

so we went JP pizza hut..

and yes i ate pizza hut in two continuous days!! hahahaha

ok la nth much lor.. LOL...

tml will be making agar agar lo.. hahah

sry for the pictureless post..

damn lazy.. pictures will be updated tml ba..^^

nitexx

2009-07-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

I am currently at my aunt hse visiting my baby niece..
got to know she is kinda having constipation..
which make her damn uncomfortable lo...
i think she don like to drink water.. jus like me when i was young.. hahah
i rmb me and meow when young always drink ribena and coke hahahaha..
hahaha omg she is growing up to be like her biao yi... HAHAHHA great...

Think i got secret text right.. HAHAHH LOSER!!~~ lol

I think tat i know the things that i am suppose to know???
assumptions made.. hahaha...

2009-07-31T12:01:00.003+08:00

A smile so pure so innocent and so happy from deep down.
I wanna smile like her.. smiling like i really mean to...smiling like there is no tml. LOL..
i really think tat nowadays smiling is getting more difficult for adults.. lol..
anw jus random.. lol...

ANW TODAY IS FRIDAY~~ OMG~~~
i'm in love again!! hahaahah so sad arh only every friday.. LOL
one thing bad is friday lesson is always DAMN DRAGGY!!
the faci arh OMG cannot stop talkin...
and i am damn bloody hungry and i can feel my gastric coming for me..
ARGH!!!!!! dammit!!!!!!
THE WORLD IS NOT FAIR!!!
some ppl can slp till so late and skip school but i cant!!!! saddddddddd
well nvm!!~~ hahahahahahah
anw weekends will be kinda alright i guess...
saturday most likely going out in the evening.. for small gathering..
sunday AGAR AGAR MAKING.. for my dearest E55p peeps
and also sotong.. cos sotong will help me out on tat day...
and next day MONDAY BLUES haizzz.. SO FAST two days of weekends NO MORE!!!
but well spent so shld be satisfied.. hahaa.. ^^
hopefully get back my beauty slp..
so far so much.. BYE PEEPS

2009-07-30T14:03:00.002+08:00

This pictures show how i am feeling now..
all i can do is to sit there day dream den hope
and end up all i can do is to jus look out of window and wish tat everything will be fine..
last night was rather scary and long...
fear of the phone ringing up in the middle of the night fear of losing...
but i guess everything will be ok...
i need to pull myself back together and think positive..
^^

there are things needed to be known
and things needed to be found out..

2009-07-29T21:33:00.005+08:00

I'm worried and scared!!

this time it is serious i heard...

i don wanna lose another one.. no i don wan!!

i'm sry tat i cant go back to visit u...

please hang on till i get back please...

please for once not be stubborn and stay still and do wat is necessary..

At least get out of ICU..

anw... put tat aside..

today is marketing...

and funny thing is early morning i was 5 mins late from my usual leaving time..

so i rush abit and when i get on the bus i was like HMMM smth weird...

and i realise OOOOOOO MY LAPPY!!! WTHH!!

so i decided to jus forget it la.. den went to sch lo...

and me and nina decidede to partial wat.. HAHAHA..

so anw as usual someone still cant wake up lor...

damn sad de.. waste my effort to text constantly.. CHEYY!! hahahaha jkjk..

so as usual forever late for sch.. lol...

welllllll

after our team finish ppt me and nina went bugis...

jus walk ard den slack at mac till her bf come den i go back home le..

i was damn letargic lo.. due to the damn weather...

so anw reach home and do the usual stuff lo.. nth much..

yes? no?

correct? incorrect?

fake? real?

hmmmmm

2009-07-28T09:35:00.004+08:00

HEY PEEPS!!!
since ystd it's like i am on happy pills hehhee..
how i wish there is really such things lo.. i cfm everyday eat.. LOL..
anw ystd was BBQ day..
skipped school and went to BBQ with sotong... hahah...
so early morning i left hse and went over to sotong hse first...
cos obviously i cannot stay at home.. DUH!! hahaha..
so i spend my time faceboking and playing sims..
sotong really sotong.. dono how to control e sims...
ong only lo.. LOUSY ASS.. hahahahahah
i play only den the sim got gf le.. HAHAHAHAH power lor..
den after tat watch tv.. spongebob and also abit of Ps I LOVE U..
almost fell aslp on the sofa la.. os comfortable..
so anw after tat we cab down to east coast..
i bet sotong feel damn stupid cos cant ans my lame questions :P
so after we reach there for awhile den start bbq..
after not long RAIN!! and it was damn cute and funny..
looking at them tying a kind of water proof thing i dono wat issit called..
they really made me laugh throughout the whole bbq lo...
really enjoyed myself although i didn't really bbq cos got ppl serve and feed me :P

it had been so long since i actually been to a beach..
so in love with the sea breeze and sight of it...
anw really thanx sotong for inviting me..
and also thanx the ppl there for making me smile..
and most impt is thanx sotong for
sending me all the way home
shelter me from the rain
feeding me food
taking my bag but actually not heavy.. lol
also taking care of me..
entertaining me.. hahha.. even though ur entertainment = bully
i really enjoyed my day^^

2009-07-26T18:06:00.003+08:00

HOME ALONE

hi peeps..

currently i am home alone..

cos my dad went to work and mom went genting

brother and gf went swimming..

BORING!!~~

anw today i woke up at 2 plus 3pm..

cos ystd i slept at 2 plus 3am..

hahaha.. damn tired...

anw.. nth much happen today..

woke up went lunch with dad den back home

studied HTM den now slack..

gonna continue watchin my sweeny tod..

i haven finish watching..

bye peeps.. update soon..

2009-07-25T16:29:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY!!

well today i woke up early morning at 9am..

get ready and left home for mac breakfast with my meow and her family..

i was rather struggling i the morning as my alarm clock ring..

DAMN TIRED and lazy to get up...

well and i still woke up..

for those who are curious on how my room look like here it is...

This is my cozy bed and the carboard behind is filled with my soft toys...

and my wardrobe is jus beside my bed...

this is only half of my room...
on the right side will be my brother bed
and YES I AM STILL SHARING BEDROOMS WITH MY BROTHER..
damnn!!!! hahaha
but kinda good..
cos at night sometimes is kinda scary.. LOL...
well anw now i am gonna start my revision for my coming UT3..
why??? COS IT COVERS ALL 15 LESSONS!!!
if don start now.. I WILL DIE.. hahahahahahha..
well take care peeps.. ^^

2009-07-24T20:50:00.002+08:00

I am filled with hearts and smiles now!!~~~
after sch went home and bathe den go over to my lovely meow hse..
WE ATE STEAMBOAT WOHOO~~ HEARTS HEARTS!!!
so happy.. even though i nv eat much due to my stupid stomach
but still much loves.. ahhaha..
enjoyed talkin and playing with the kids and meow and godsis (Kimberly)
hearts and smiles to my babes in class for concerning and caring abt me hehehe..
MUACKS<3
and i also did my part of caring for nina and another fellow who is sick.. haahah
so nice of me.. AHAHHAHAHA wth..
and today I'M IN LOVE... BECAUSE IT'S FRIDAY!! WOHOOOOO~~
hahah okok i better stop it..
if nt siti will go
"stop it siaaaaaaaa"
hahahha byeee
hearts ppl!! ^^

2009-07-24T11:06:00.002+08:00

OMG i hate stomach ache!!!
run so many times to toilet Omg can die!!!
but i feel damn clean now.. cos is like totally detoxication man.. HAHAHAH
so now i am thinking of going steam boat or not.. if don go meow will sad.. HAHAHA
shall see how ba..
anw my darling nina is sick also she have gastic..damn bad..
so i went to buy my fav stomach medicated oil and pills...
lucky mine nt tat bad.. so she took the pills and apply the oil...
well today is htm..
nth much.. jus abt spas...
so far only these things..
will update more.. hehe
byebye

2009-07-24T09:06:00.002+08:00

This pictures summarise what i am feeling..

Mixture of feelings.. can't express out what i really am feeling..

hmmmmm... now i dono wat to say le..

i wanted to blog out ystd but blogger having problems...

now i need to refresh memory and think of what i wanna say lol..

anw basically ystd was culinary as what i had blogged ystd afternoon..

after that i am suppose to meet JH for dinner end up nv meet as usual..

i was pissed cos i don like plans being cancelled at last min without informing earlier on..

so i thought i will be able to go home and rest due to having my headache..

who knows my godsis sms me and told me she need help..

so i went over... but i kinda happy i went over cos can have free entertainment

from the MEOW MEOW hahahhha

so anw went home at ard 10pm..

watch tv till 11pm den slp..

AND GUESS WAT!!!~~~

today early morning at 4am!!! YES 4AM!!!

i woke up cos my stomach is bloody hell pain...

is now the normal pain is like PULLING and contracting la....

worse than Cramps!!!!

so i went to the toilet and i was in there for half an hour..

the contraction feel come and go and it is so pain that i have goose bumps...

den i almost teared, cos of the pain and my SLP!! DAMNN...

so after tat i lay on bed for another half an hour before i fall aslp.. which is at ard 5..

and i have to wake up at 6.15!!! WTHHH!!!

so anw i woke up feeling giddy but still came sch..

i guess my body is detoxing itself...

haiz.. if later nt feeling well might partial.. but i think minimium chance i will..

cos since i am in formal le if go back like lame =.=

well....

i still cant make up my mind what is the correct emotion i am having..

HMMMMM!!~~~ lol...

anwwwwwwwwwwwww watever la~~

time to know i will know..

for now i think i an nt feeling very good due to lack of slp and the stupid sotmach..

:'(

2009-07-23T13:32:00.006+08:00

This little puppy made my day..
early morning we jus reach keke how and i saw this cute puppy..
i always see her in the hse but today i get to touch her!!
she is so damn cute la.. she jumped on me when i wanna sayang her..
she is damn active.. ahhaha super cute!!!!!!!!!!
I WANNA HAVE A DOG AS WELL!!!!!!!!!! SADDED!!!!

anw now i am a

HAPPY KID

because i ate my lunch plus subway chocolate chip cookie as dessert.. hahahahah
i ate malay mix rice.. rendang and cockles OMG DAMN NICE!!!
since morning till now tat's my first meal sia..
i was damn hungry ahhahahha... half glass of milk last me quite long.. nt bad.. HAHAHA..
i am damn satisfied *SMILES WIDELY*
but arh i having slight headache and only on the left side of my head..... -.-
anw today is culinary but yet i am nt complaining..
WA!! i was surprised tat i didn't hahahah..
i was rather hardworking, i finish the wks ystd night
and today early morning i started on the PDT..
den on the PPT.. POWER!!! hahahahaha...
something must had gotten into me...

OMG SUPER PAISEH!!!
SHAUN U WATCH OUT!!!!
OMG my face practically turn tomato red la!!! OMG!!!!
argh!!! and worse thing, i shouted.. -.- thanx uh....
i so need to dig a hole on the round and stuff my head inside.. :'(

2009-07-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

TIRED

HEY PEOPLE!!
i jus reached home and finish bathing..
SO GOD DAMN LATE LA!!!

today after school went to causeway and ate pizza hut with few of my classmate...
it was indeed a great bonding session!! ^^
den after tat i thought i can go home rest but my dear godsis sms me to ask math question..
and obviously i dono how to explain through the phone so i told her i will go over lo..
so i went over and teach her maths and science till now den i reach home..
i was multi taskin like mad... i am teaching her + doing tml culinary wks + doing RJ...
den i was like damn messy hahaha but busy feeling is damn shiok haahaha..

after i finish my teaching with her still mus help her complete one stage of her dc game
"sally's salon"... -.- we always play dc together.. hahaha so have to help her since
she cant get through the stage... anw mark was tempting me to go have dessert with him..
MANGO PUDDING OMG!!!!! thanx mark but i damn tired... and i bet my parents don allow..
and now i am finally officially free.. hahaha but so late le mus slp soon -.-

i hate it when he vent his frustration at ppl..
jus because he is playing game and cant multi task does not mean he can jus vent it out
on anyone in the hse... if so frustrated don play la.. WTH...
is u lousy wat keep losing den our problem arh...
mommy ask u thing u ans like damn attitude...
she is the one tat spoilt u damn alot and do everything for u hor..
u working yet she still will give u allowance at times lo.. wat is this..
den u treat her like tat... if she nv help u do ur things i think now u like piece of shit le la..
argh!!!!! stupid ass dono how to cherish...

well anw non of my business..
i myself get irritated by my mum cos she is damn bais towards tat brother of mine..
lalalallalalalalalallaalalalala....
shall see who will be taking care of her when she is old..
HA. and i bet she already know it in her heart....
but no worries i will still respect and take care of her even though she is damn bais...

OK PEEPS i shall go slp le..
damn tired.. !!
nitexxxx ^^

2009-07-22T14:33:00.008+08:00

PICTURES FOR YP BD
(there are more with yp, not sent to me yet)

2009-07-22T13:19:00.002+08:00

OO YA!!!
I FORGOT TO MENTION!!!
MY PARENTS ARE GOING TO GENTING ON SUNDAY!!!
WHICH MEANS I CANT GO COS THERE WILL BE SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY~~
sadded!! but kinda happy also..
cos they might be going from sunday till monday or tues..
which mean i will be free for the few days.. relaz and do wat i wan.. hahahahah

I need a lighthouse

2009-07-22T11:32:00.000+08:00

Here is my song for the day.. damn touching sey..

LIGHTHOUSE - HOPE

I wanna sing
While the ocean sleeps
I wanna feel
what its like to be free
I wanna to see
what you see in me
I wanna know how it feels to believe

I feel lost somehow im drifting away
Was almost gone, you brought me to life again

so let me be your lighthouse
and i'll help you find a way out
of here

I see the tide is comming
dont let it take you away from me
theres no way im jumping over
I know its your love that saved me

Cause I was lost
somehow im drifting away
was almost gone
you brought me to life again

So let me be your lighthouse
and I'll help you find a way out of here

I can see the light out
from a far away out
but its slowly drifting away from me

*mhmmmm

cause I was lost
somehow I *drifting away
was almost gone
you brought me to life again

so let me be your lighthouse
and I'll help you find a way out of here
let me be your lighthouse
and I'll help you find a way out of here

2009-07-22T10:22:00.003+08:00

MORNING PEEPS!!!
started of the morning good and bad way..
good is that it is raining.. bad is that i need to get up and go to school.. DAMN!!!
i LOVE rainy days.. but not on weekdays la.. damn lazy sia...
so as usual meet up with the bitch tat is always late every wed in meeting me for breakfast..
woke her up again and jus nice it is raining so i asked her to bath in the rain again HAHAA.
den she was late so i smsed her and hurry her as usual HAHAHAHA
den she was asking me nt to be angry and she say sry..
so i told her no use la every wed late!!
den she say don like tat like BFF mus got discount don angry..
den i was damn lame i told her eh u think here pasa malam arh discount discount..
u go pasa maLAN maybe have la.. HAHAHHAHAAH...
ok nvm lame..

so we had our breakfast and here i am in class le lo... hahaha

AND..............

I WANNA BE IN TUCKED IN MY COZY BED!!!!!
HUGGIING MY FAT CAT AND POPPY!!!!!
i wanna SLP!!!!!!
and it is so not fair some ppl can wake up and yet stay at home
LAZY to go sch.. cos that person WENT BACK SLP!!!
still can ask if can don go sch.. LOL
SADDED I WANNA SLP ALSO!!!
sian sian sian sian sian!!!!!!
-.- end up that ass decided to go to sch lol..

i shall enjoy my slack day
after sch den go home den slp.. hahah

anw i am finally don with UT 2!!
culinary ystd was a killer.. LOL...
but anw after tat went home bathe and did a HUGE favor
for a lazy ass... and i mean it lor its HUGE!!! RIGHT ASS????
you so owe me one!! hahaha jus joking... ^^
den after tat went dinner with dad at market.. den mum joined us..
and i pester dad to go to aunt hse to visit karlyn heheheh
i so long nv see her le...
so as a daddys' girl i manage to get the chance to go over hehehe
i was so damn happy to see karlyn..
first thign i reach there i call out "BAO BEI~~~ BIAO YI LAI LE"
and i carried her and talked to her and she smile.. heheheheh omg priceless to see her smile..
so we stayed till 11 plus den went supper nearby den home..
first thing is wash up and BOMB ON MY BED!!
eyes are half closed already...

and here i am today.. hahah
end of story.. LOL..
bye.. update soon hahaha

2009-07-21T11:37:00.003+08:00

ARGH!! going crazy studying for culinary..

and finally can blog!!!!

blogger have some problem with firefox sia..

so i shall use explorer to blog. hahahah...

anw today a few of us skipped class to study for ut at sch library...

so started my morning with breakfast at mac...

happy meal again.. but end up morning nt very happy..

hmmm... all i can say i love backstabbers.. or rather nt so serious la..

to describe will be pot calling the kettle black.. hmmmm interesting uh...

anw other den that i am fine so far..

jus sch is boring and the stress for culinary it later is like OMG!!!!! scared..

but i think aiya fail jiu fail le lo... no choice...

and after ut will be damn shiok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant wait for holiday... hahaha...

i need to use my holiday time well..

need to catch up with my hip hop classes... i so long nv go le..

hmm nth to say le.. BYE... pray hard for me later... hahahha

2009-07-20T08:38:00.003+08:00

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THIS IS HOW ANGRY I AM IN THE MORNING TODAY!!!
i think i an be like tat monster break a pencil jus by biting it lor!!!!
my brother is damn irresponsible...

i woke up and i went to bathe.. den half way through he say to me

"eh hurry up i gonna be late le"
i was like HELLO!!!! u shld plan your time properly in the first place..
i hate it when in the morning ppl rush me..
cos i alway plan properly wat time wake up so i can slowly take my time
to prepare but yet wont late...
i jus enter toilet only den he hurry me!!
morning bathing is suppose to be shiok shiok and relaxing and refreshin..
end up KNS spoil my morning!!! ARGHH!!!
and i asked him he is gonna be late for wat.. he say Bike test.. WTH!!
even worse la... got test still like tat..@_@
dad offered to send him to gombak den ask me take mrt from there also..
den he say no need cos he meeting GF den go take test tgt...
den he yaya papaya say easy one la...
HELLO if so easy everyone pass le la... -.-

WELL~~ put tat aside..
my daddy was nice to send to to je which save me half an hours time..
which make me damn early @_@ i reach sch at 8.30 or so... HHAHAHA
lesson is at 915..lol....
well so far tats for my day.. LOL...
today after sch gonna study with my NINA!!!! hahaha
faster get it over and done with for today.. den tml culinary ut..
DEN NO MORE!!!! ahahhaah damn excited for the after ut feel HAHAHAH..
anw bye peeps..

2009-07-19T01:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YP~~~
HAPY BITHDAY TO U!!!!
(i type every word hor no copy paste hor ahhahahhaha)
hope everything go smooth for u..
be healthy is most impt!!
have a happy and enjoyable birthday!!!

since sec 1 till now lots of memories and i hope out friendship last long long!! haha
take care always!! <3

2009-07-19T01:15:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps..
yes jessie is blogging at this hour!! HAHAHA
crazy right.. but ya i am currently mugging for culinary..
so came by here to have a little break...

anw today err or rather ystd...
went to yuki yaki for yp bd celebration...
before tat me, ck and jen meet up at jp to make the DIY cake for her..
den went to city hall to meet the others..
well nth much though..
the interesting thing is the fried ice cream.. hahaha..
so after tat suppose to bring her to Ice cream chef.. but well too bad...
she need to go back early.. so we went to walk ard till 10 plus jiu go back le..
and here i am at home bathe and mugging.. @_@ hate cuinary..
but nvm i tahan till tues jiu no more uts le WAHAHHAHA...

anw here is a combination of cute stuffs which make me smile

2009-07-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

Here is one song i think is nice..
the lyrics are meaningful too..

"Another You"

So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see
A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes
But time's been healing me and I say goodbye

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Could you imagine someone else is by my side
I've been afraid he couldn't keep myself from falling
My heart was always searching for a place to hide
Could not await the dawn to bring another day
Your not the only one so hear me when I say
The thoughts of you, they just fade away

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Sometimes I see you when I close my eyes
You're still apart of my life

But I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you
I'll find another you

2009-07-17T11:25:00.002+08:00

HEHEHEH pictures says it all..
YAY I HEARTS FIRDAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!
tml will be having Bd celebration with the usuals... due to YP BD!!!!
plannings had been done and settled....
Dinner at Yuki Yaki den bring YP to a surprise place...
i hope she likes that place... ought to be touched hor YP!!!!!
i bring u all the way to East Coast park there leh!!!!

Anw today's HTM lesson is quite simple...
my team finish our PPT by 1pm....
den slack time.. ahahahhahahaa....
but later got CRM UT!! omg scared...
but nt as scared as marketing i guess....
wellll wish me luck.. heheheheh

oo ya... ystd i wanted to blog but i was too tired..
so ystd after school i went jp with CK lao ma to purchase YP BD present..
we kinda had a hard time deciding.. lucky i was not in formal wear
if not i would have died walking around JP.. hahahaha..
so we finish with the present and went home le....
(PS: YP u better be touched by it... cos i got test yet i go there after sch to get it hor!!)
so went home bathed ad started mugging... still have to do RJ.... :(

anw
ystd was kinda sad for me... kinda emotional in a sense..
cos the pet bird that my house reared is getting weak :(
her right leg is weak le.. she cant stand for long on the wooden brunch...
she cant make full use of her terrace house le..
we upgraded it with another brunch which is like a second level thing..
today i go home i take picture and post her hse here...
i'm scared tat she leave our family..
she have been with us for more den 10 years...
she used to be damn hyper jumping up and down
but now she cant even stand for long..
i'm so used to her greeting me when i wake up early in the morning
wish me travel safely when i leave hse
and welcome be home when i open the door...
now everyday i wake up, leave hse and come home i will look at her and talk to her alittle.
for those who think i'm making a big fuss out of a bird or so emotional over it
u guys don understand..

other den this issue..
another one will be from the tv show
whereby one guy travel to the place on top of a hill in china which have been through
a earthquake... the kids there are living in bad condition..
they do not even wash their hands, brush their teeth or bathe...
so the guy went there and the whole crew teached them how to wash their hands and face..
also brush their teeth, by doing all these they are already having smiles on their face..
their smiles are really truely coming out from thier hearts...
it touches the hearts of mine..
and when they distribute old clothes and shoes etc to them,
omg u can see the happiness in them. it makes me feel tat we are not cherishing
the people and things that we have... we are asking for more whereby we
actually have whatever that are needed.
near to the end of the show they went to pay a visit to a little girl
who lost her ability to talk or hear after she fall ill...
due to this she was being kick out of sch because they afraid that
she will affect the other students in the class..
so the team is there to convince her parents to allow her to go to a school for special kids
which is quite far from their house...
and when they ask the gal if she want to study she nod her head with a smile..
my heart go to her right away when i see this scene...
so people out there please be thankful that u can actually study...
be thankful tat u are born in singapore and also the things that ur parents do for u...
^^
well jus randomly wanted to post it.. hahahah

well bye peeps i will update soon^^